The Emancipation of Mimi's Daughter

"Im Torn in between the two!*

2006-06-18T17:45:00.000-07:00

And this has NOTHING to do with LeToya....

I have been in a love triangle for a while and I just dont know what to do. Will it be Chicago or New York?

Hmmmmm.

Details? Naw.... cant trust some of yall. :P

~amma

Chicago dont get heat?

2006-05-29T22:54:00.000-07:00

Side note: Yall see that beautiful red building right there, my grandfather build it. *smiles*

Back onTopic: For those uneducated people who know nothing about Chicago weather and use the phrase "The Windy City" as their excuse to why they think its always cold here.... ITS HOT AS HELL!

Dammit its been about 90 for two days and im already tryin to move to Alaska. Yeah it gets cold here but we only have 2 seasons, REAL Cold and REAL Hot. But I cannot wait until its time for the Taste of Chicago and all the festivals. Imma be livin Downtown basically. Boy do I love this city....

~amma

Memorial Day means eat a lot now, and shit a lot later

2006-05-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

Memorial Day is over already? :( I will admit it, I forget to remember a lost soldier like this dude on Saturday told me I had to do. While I looked at him crazy, I pondered the thought, and said to self, "But I dunno any fallen soldiers so what do I do?" I then thought to self, "drink and pour a lil out for those who cant be with us!"

Wassup all, its the fly ass Chicago-Burbian girl who most love to hate so much. I did a lil bar-b-que hoppin (as we all do) so I can a lil here, and a lil there and be full by the end of the night. Well I did this for 3 days straight and I am tired of bar b que. Why do we feel that Memorial Day equals bar b que anyway? My family has always looked at the day as a rememberance of people we have lost in our family so we will go to the cemetary and tear up and things of that nature but some dude told me "NO". He said its about the soldiers, even though I dont know any. We wouldnt have to mourn for soldiers we do not know if someone would impeach Bush already. I mean got dayum. We still gotta live with this bitch for how many years before we get robbed of our justice again?..... That poses a great question, Why did they allow African Americans and women to vote, for the white men to just rig the votes and choose who they want anyway? Thats like when we hand our lil 3 year old cousin the game controller to the Play station and make them think they are playin knowing good n well you doing all the moves yourself with the other remote control. Just a lil food for thought.

Speakin of hate, recently I have had a lot of hate thrown my way I swear. If that doesn't mean im fly, I dont know what else will. Have you ever had a person(female) hate you so bad that they stare and stare as if your life is a fuckin movie? This female HATES me but wouldnt take her eyes off of my at my cousin's house. Why do people do that? I know im fly but even I dont think my looks deserve that much attention. Dayum broads sit in a corner and gossip and talk about "what they heard" and then size up my boyfriend in hopes of dibs when its ova, because the first thing they say is "it aint gone last" because the hate be soooo thick. I am glad I dont harp over women that way. I wont say I never did but I was a kid, more like a teen. Its like why are women in so much of a competition with one another? I try to embrace women as friends but all they do is size me up and dish dirt. I have thought for so long that it was me but now I know better. I try to stay true to who I am and not do on to others that I do not want done to myself. If that doesnt work, fuck it.

And why was my weekend so good? Well because me and my boo are getting along so well. I guess that's what a break up will do to ya. It makes everything all fresh for a while like its soooo cute and perfect. A month later yall are back to normal wondering if you cheat, would they leave you. Shut up Amma, you typin too much thought.

Aye, Im thinkin about finally gettin on a plane. My boyfriend asked me would I like to go on vacation and of course the first thing I said was, "You treatin?!" Naw im no gold digga but i'on mess with the broke broke.... eitha. He said of course because he wants to do something nice for me. I thought it was so sweet so I might have to conquer my fear of planes, if imma die, it was just my time dammit. I mean, I cant stay here forever, then no one else would get any shine. :) See, I do think about the needy.

Dammit he isnt answering the phone. No not by boo before yall thinkhe is cheatin, just a friend of mine. Im finna go lay down and call it a night since I have no phone buddy tonight. PEACE yall!!!

~amma

Amerie and Mya in the works!

2006-05-27T08:20:00.000-07:00

As you regulars may know, I am a big fan of Amerie and Mya. Some ask "why" but its quite simple. They are beautiful and different. They arent attention whores and they make great music. They are both in the works on making an album for release so here are some articles/information I came across ont he net for the rest of you fans. :)

AMERIE

Vibe.com posted the following article today (May 24th) about Amerie's new album, which will be titled "None Of The Above"!

Amerie hates to feel like she’s being boxed in. That’s why the amiable Washington D.C. song siren is calling her impending album None of The Above.

“It’s called None of The Above because I feel like as people we never like to be in boxes and myself, I never like to feel like I’m categorized,” Amerie exclusively told Vibe.com, Tuesday night (May 23), at the Sprite Street Couture Showcase. “Everyone is always trying to put me in a box, as far as growing up, ethnicity-wise and racially like ‘What Am I?’ ‘What do I think I’m more of?’

“I feel like with this album, I really got to have fun and create a lot of different things.”

Amerie also disclosed that None of The Above is close to being completed and should be ready for a Fall release. Although Amerie didn’t reveal any plans for possible features, she did say that she co-produced four songs on her new album.

Before leaving the Sprite fashion showcase, Amerie kindly whipped out her iPod and let Vibe.com be the first outlet to exclusively preview three of her songs. The three cuts alone, revealed an array of musical tastes, ranging from up-tempo funk tracks to a mid-tempo ballad.

“I mean I just create music. I just do my thing,” said Amerie. "It (the new album) goes from like ‘70s funk to the ‘80s music that we all grew up listening to and I just meshed it all together with my signature style.”

A confirmed release date of Amerie's None of The Above hasn't been announced as of press time.

MYA

AmeyJ, Personal friend of Mya's wrote on MyaHarrrison.com-- Ok everyone. I have read a few posts and some of you seem to be in the dark about the new album. Muse found out about the title change from me. Yes it is going to be titled "Liberation". It is going to be released in Sept. Mya will also be going on tour in Sept. to promote the release. Single(s) will be released in June/July. THere will be at least one single released in June/July. So keep your ears and eyes open for these. I know some of you are probably asking how or where I got this info. I will tell you. I got it from the source. Mya herself. I am personal friends with her. Was just in Long beach with her for a show she did.

Look out for these two ladies very soon!!

~amma

Kanye, I am so glad you realized that you could do BETTER

2006-05-16T19:16:00.000-07:00

This is "Brooke" who is Kanye West's girlfriend. I never thought she was ugly, just had lack of good taste. As you can see from the make-up, hair and top, her taste needs adjusting. I heard they are no longer together but that could be a lie. But what I loved about him being with her is that it gave me hope since he dated an average looking girl. That means I still have a fighting chance. *CTFU* (Just let me dream ok! :P)

~amma

Congrats Elle-B!!

2006-05-16T19:05:00.000-07:00

I just wanted to give a quick Congrats to my girl Elle B for a hot performance she gave about a week ago. She has it posted on her BLOG---> http://elleb-dom.blogspot.com/ and her Myspace page---> http://www.myspace.com/mselleb for everyone to view so take a look and listen up because she will be a star!

~amma

Cellphone Quiz

2006-05-14T15:00:00.000-07:00

This is a lil Cell phone quiz that I stole from my girl Crimson....

The phone quiz....grab ur mobile and lets go!

01. What is the phone maker? Motorolla

02. Scroll through your phonebook...who is the cutest male? Mikey

03. What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? "Hey girl, Im on my way."

04. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Mack

05. Who's the last person you rang? Bri

06. Who was your last missed call from? Hope

07. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? David

08. What does the last message in your inbox say? "I love you too."

09. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J? Jerron

10. Go to your Sent Items - what does the 5th message say? "Where you at?"

11. Who's the 4th person who comes up under S? Shanna

12. Who's your network provider? Us Cellular

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox? 7

14. What do you have in your background? My nephew

15. Who's the 2nd person who is comes up under R? Roman Coin Pizza

16. Who do you have on speed dial 3? Tobi

17. If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have? N/A

18. Who's the first person who comes up under C? Chris

19. How many bars of signal do you currently have? 3

20. What do you have as your main ringtone? Kelis- Bossy

~amma

Amerie & her dog voted "Most Beautiful" in "People" Mag

2006-05-07T23:26:00.000-07:00

Awww they are soooo cute. But that HORRID House of Deron lookin dress is a little much.

~amma

Arent they CUTE!

2006-05-04T19:48:00.000-07:00

Tom "crazy as hell" Cruise

2006-05-04T19:25:00.000-07:00

Who in the hell missed Tom Cruise on BET's 106 & Park yesterday? If you missed it, you missed some funny ass shit. I mean Tom Cruise is a classic character. I think that is why I have always liked him. He seems like a down to eathe type of guy with BIG success.

Anyway, he was on the show yesterday tryin to get the black audience to see MI3 and his ass was dancing to "It's Goin Down" and I was in tears. He was cute but funny as hell. He gets props or makin an ass out of him self boy. If you wanna see the whole dance sequence he did, you will have to check it out here on youtube.com http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LFQkOQhBCg

Enjoy!!

~amma

Happier Mood

2006-05-01T11:37:00.000-07:00

Wassup to whoever is reading. Lastnight I was pissed and wrote an entry about it and said I would be in better mood today and I am. I got some much needed sleep and I am all go today. Still kinda pissed at certain people but I am in a better and happier place. :)

A few good things have come at me in the past couple days. Last week I bought a new cellphone and it is quite cute. Its a Razr phone and its a good phone but kinda overrated to be honest. But I sure does look good paired up with me (as you can see in the picture about. *giggles)

Oh dayum how could I forget the really good shit that happened to me this weekend. I met T.I at this concert this past weekend and what an experience. He is so tiny (no pun intended). I had on heels and we were eye to eye. But it sure doesnt take away from how cute his ass is. If "Hoop'z" is really with him, she is a lucky girl. He was real nice to me and hugged me and complimented me as I did him. He's a good guy. There were many other rappers there that I dont really feel like naming. Mostly the southern rappers who have all those annoying songs out right now. They were cool but not really worth mentioning.

Oh shit, I gotta go. I gotta get out of here and tend to some business. PEACE!

~amma

Me Very Sad

2006-05-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

Well I am just not in the best of mood. I mean everything has gone wrong for me today and I am just in a sad ass mood. What is a girl to do? I have no desire to talk to anyone but the net. Yeah yall. *lol*No judgements, no back-talk, no care in the world.

I dont wanna lose him but to keep him has been hurting me too so what was I suppose to do? When you care about someone you do not say hurting remarks to make the shit sting even longer, well I guess everyone doesn't know that. Im still so mad at him right now that I really dont giva dayum but I know tomorrow will be a different story.

Along with other family issues that has me in a damper, I hope my week gets better. I am really just tired of everyone around me. I think I may get away for a few days and leave. But I am my own worst enemy and me walking away does not help me excape me. I guess I have to deal with all the stuff bothering me isntead of ignoring it and passing it off as a bad day.

Well im gonna sit here a little long and listen to Amerie's "All I have" CD that is filled with love songs that I should not be listening to right now but I couldnt help it. It's making my madness ease into sadness. Oh well, Ill get over and hope tomorrow is a brighter day for a sistah. Maybe tomorrow I can talk about the good things that happened to me over the weekend. Peace.

Keep yall heads up....

~amma

This had me dyin laughing so I had to post it

2006-04-26T11:53:00.000-07:00

Well isnt this just the perfect strategy to get the dumbass out of office! *CTFU*

~amma

Puts on Headphones

2006-04-25T23:31:00.000-07:00

Well im sitting here listening to my headphones as I am typing so it is going to take me a while to finish this entry. Right now im sitting here listening to this new leaked track by my girl. It's MYA-- One Night. I am really feelin this song, and no its not for the obvious reasons of me loving Mya. I was kinda mad it had the same feel as Bobby V's joint but I am feelin it. I love the chorus and how the beat changes. Ut oh, my song just came on in my phones. My favorite song of all times is SWV-- Use your heart. I havent been listening to this song much because I dont want to ever get sick of it but it is in my playlist this month before I retire it. Man this song is classic, the words are so on point. Whatever happened to Rah Digga? I really enjoyed her as an Emcee. She was cool for some reason. Im listenin to my favorite joint by her now, RAH-DIGGA-- Imperial. I use to love this shit back when it first came out. Her voice is so original, I wish she had made itbut we ALL know she didnt. *Stars poppin my ass* This is officially my favorite song at the moment, PUSSYCAT DOLLS-- Buttons. I dunno why I love this dayum song, it just has me twirkin my ass off I swear. And have anyone seen the video? They dance their little sexy asses off. I asked my boy Ryan to make up a routine to this, yes my BOY Ryan, he switches his hips better than I.

I need a drink, so my headphones are on pause for a minute.

Ok im back, this shit be beatin in my dayum car, SHAWNNA- Gettin some head. I have been locing this song since before Christmas I do believe. I know I didnt have my laptop yet and I was playin this shit. I am glad people are hip to this track now cause Shawnna is killin it. I hope Shawnna makes it cause she is raw as hell. Another Beatdown record coming on. Man when I play BROOKE VALENTINE-- Dopegirl in my car, I be bouncin hard as hell. the base is so sick and im a Dope ass girl so the shoe fits. Any ladies who really be feelin themselves need to listen to this record. Like she says, While you asking who I be, that Dopegirl, that's what they call me! Ok everytime I hear MEGAN ROCHELL-- The one you need, I think of Mary J now because of you Hood. *lol* I like the chorus tho and I dunno why. I am really feelin this song tho. I guess it will be another case of battling females with all of these ladies coming this summer. Speaking of, here is ole girl song coming on, its LETOYA-- She dont. I really like this joint. Its cute and solicites confidence and I love that shit. All ladies should take a listen. THROWBACK.... BEANIE, SCARFACE and JAY-- Guess Who's Back is playing now. I have always loved this joint. Yall already know about this so imma just jam to it because no details are needed. Time to mellow out I see. The most underrated track on "All I have" is AMERIE-- I just died. Why this was not the second single, I will never know. They never did know how to choose singles for this girl. It has fucked her up everytime I swear. But this song is so on point vocally and music wise. It will never get old to me. *bounces* I love this dayum song too, YUNG JOC-- Its going down, is hot as hell and I dont know why. I liked it the first time I saw the video and they did that little arm thing. They all do the same shit in ATL but the shit was funny in that video. This song is cool and predictable but it beats hard in the car so im feelin it. Well im signin off my blog this last song, REMY MA- Conceited. This is my shit. It was blah to me at first but the shit grew on me quick. Remy is funny as hell and I need to check out her album. I dont know anyone who has it tho. LMAO

Well I have been writing this entry for a long time now and I need to go. Make sure yall check out the tracks that I am feeling right now. You never know, you might just actually like something up there. Holla atch girl whenever, yall know how to reach mean. *takes headphones off*

~amma

Akeelah and the Bee

2006-04-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Is anyone going to see "Akeelah and the Bee" this weekend? From what I know, it is an inspiring story about a very smart little girl who lives in the hood but uses her smarts to excel in a national spelling bee. From what I hear it is an inspiring story that people of all colors should take their children to see. I cant wait to see it myself. The movie is staring an up and coming girl name KeKe Palmer, and Ike and Tina Turner *lol* I mean Angela Bassette and Lawerence Fishburn. I bet it will be a real good movie so please support my people!

If you feinin' for more of me, cant the next entry! *XOXO*

~amma

HAPPY EASTER

2006-04-16T12:50:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone and HAPPY EASTER!!!

I hope everyone is having a great day with their family and/ or friends. Stay safe and dont eat to much candy, I believe I need to take that advice myself. *lol* Make sure you tell the ones you love that you love them. It is very important because you never know what may happen day by day.

Sincerely-- *amma*

The Past Couple

2006-04-12T18:32:00.000-07:00

Well the past couple weeks for me have been kinda blah I have been so consumed with school work and papers that I have to write that the last thing that I ever want to do is come here and blog a couple. I miss my blog tho. I have been semi stressed with BS and they say writing is a good source of getting it out but I am not lettin all of my business out there.

My week sofar has been fairly bad. Monday me and my baby got into it and I am so fucking pissed. He came by today by surprise and tried to talk to me but by my surprise, I was not ready. I was still soooo mad about everything that was said that I told him to leave. So nothing is resolved.

Yesterday they took my dog away for no dayum reason. He was out of our back gate and this little bad ass girl gone tell the Animal Warden that my dog bit her when he never did. I can see now that my mother will not make an effort to go get him so im going to try. I bout died when they took him away. :(

School is the pits. This class im in has been the most trying one because of complications and with the instructor being a jackass so I am ready for it to be over and done with. I just want year number 1 to be done already. I need some time for my dayum self to just relax but I wont have that for a while. I need a release, maybe since the weather is getting good as hell that I will just go out and do some shit to take me from the stress. Who knows.

If you feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

Ive been a Bad, Bad Girl

2006-03-29T21:25:00.000-08:00

Yes I know I was wrong for seeing him when he came into town today, but I just had to. Curiousity was killing the fuck out of my cat. (no pun intended) I even didnt go to work so we could go do lunch and chill a bit. I dont like him more then anything but a friend but he digs me and had to meet up since he is here through the weekend. I love his accent, he is so country and he reminds me of T.I with his sexy, slow talking, never finishing a dayum word southern ass.

What yall know about dat!

Whew... I hope my baby dont get mad at me. :(

-amma-

Just checkin in

2006-03-27T10:00:00.000-08:00

Hey my people! Welcome to spring, too bad we dont have nice weather yet here in Chicago. In the middle of the week we are suppose to get in the late fifties but too bad I cant enjoy it. I have sooo much work to do for school. And why am I gettin calls and people wanna hand out and shit right when I have so much shit to do. When I am sittin online bored as hell no one calls my ass but as soon as I have schoolwork people wanna go go go.

Anyway, Im finna head out, I have shit to do and people to see.

Holla at me!

-amma-

Myspace

2006-03-19T23:15:00.000-08:00

What is the big deal about Myspace.com these days? I dont understand the obsession with it and why EVERYONE has one of those dayum pages and giving out their information. It is like an updated black planet, all people wanna do is look at your pictures and hook up and stalk you after they see what you look like. Now I have no problem with people posting their pictures but it can cause problems and later down the road I dont want my silly little thoughts that I express on the interent to come back to haunt me professionally because someone saw my face with a internet site.

I love my blog cause I can come here and release some of the stupidest shit alive and no one who does not know me personally can connect me with the shit I say on here with proof because I wont provide pictures or real names.

Why so much precaution you ask?

Well companies are getting real hip to the online world where us internet junkies use to hide out to get away from "real life" and they lookin for us. Someone even said they go google people they have interviewed name and check myspace for a page on them to see what they are really about. It's no fair but its legal! Should you be judged by the silly shit you say on the internet? Nope! Is it really who you are? Yep! But it should be your right to decide when an employeer for example can see that side of you. But now, if you dish it unpretected, you an get detected. *lol*

In a nutshell, people be careful what you put on here with you pics and name attached, it can literally come back to haunt you, even with just harmless pages and blogs.

With all that being said, I am leaving my myspace page for you all to view so that if you want me to view yalls, add me as a friend! (Yeah I know, I clowned it and I have one myself). Well I had to join so I can view everyone elses along with pictures!

I will not post anything there, my page is strickly for decoration cause I just LOVED the Hello Kitty layout I found. Only info you can get on me there is a link to here, which consists of funny little tidbits about celebs and stupid random shit about me when im in the mood.

Anyway... Enjoy! Dont forget to add me as a friend so I can check yall out! myspace.com/honeyamber

*smoochez*

-amma-

New Ford Modeling pics of Mya

2006-03-15T10:25:00.000-08:00

Yes I am a big Mya fan so I feel the right to post pictures of her occasionally. She is now a Ford model and these are the new pictures they have up on their site of .

Enjoy :)

She looks great!! *smoochez*

-amma-

These things are the DEVIL

2006-03-13T14:03:00.000-08:00

You wanna know what I am talking about? Well im talking about these

GIRL SCOUT COOKIE'S!!!!!

It's that time of year again and these cookies are the devil.

My favorite ones have all arrived and I am drowning myself in them. The ones that I love are:

THIN MINTS!!!

THANKS A LOT/HELLO COOKIES!!!

SAMOAS!!!

Ok im done going crazy, but these cookies got me shook and im hooked!!!

-amma-

I knew it was coming

2006-03-11T20:31:00.000-08:00

I just had to release this anger somewhere, so to the blog it goes....

FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!

Yeah that is to the "man" in my life. I KNEW this shit was coming because we were "due" a fight cause its been a while. He mad me sooooo fuckin mad tonight. His selfish, insecure, bitch ass was mad because after my classes today, he didnt know where I was. Well since when has he been my got dayum daddy? Ummmm never. What the hell did he think I was doing, cheatin on him or something? Puhleese, it took me long enough to get him in my life with my picky ass, so who in the hell would I cheat with? He made himself look so stupid and so I didnt even end up telling him where I was cause he was so pathetic.

Anyway, me and two friends of mine went horseback riding (hush up, dont even make any jokes), but that's a whole nother blog entry. ahahahah But yeah, I was gone all day basically so when I rode up to his crib to see his punkass, he asked me in this very rude and disturbed tone where I had been. So me being the smartass I am, I asked him to change his tone, and it started there. Well we argued for about 2 dayum hours almost. I was trying to let shit go but his mean ass starting me up again and again because I like to have the last word and he knows it. So meanless to say, I left in rage and I gave him a big fuck you as I was going out the door.

If his ass wanted to go out with his boys again tonight, that is all he had to say, dont start a fight so you can go on free will.

Oh shit, he callin me right now, gotta go!

-amma

What the Roca' HELLA?

2006-03-09T21:25:00.000-08:00

I dunno if anyone has told you hun, but white girls holdin up the Roc sign looks stupid as hell. Girl probably dont even know one artist ont he Roc but Kanye West cause all white folks know Kanye ass.

-amma-

YAY MIMI

2006-03-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

I just wanna rep for my girl Mimi because she is releasing my song "Say Something" and is doing a video with Pharrell. Here is a few quick pics. I didnt post all of the pics cause too many pics looks funny on my blog *lol* She looks good BTW.

-amma-

Am I the Only One?

2006-03-07T10:36:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been in a relationship and you didnt know if you were in love or not? I mean I watch these movies and see all this hard passionate love that I have never experienced or seen anyone experience before. I mean love someone so hard that even through the bad times you do not want them to ever leave you. Im not tlaking about obsession type shit, Im talking about a love that no one can come in between except you and your mate.

Im in a situation where I am very happy, but I dont if I am in love with him and I feel quilty. There are people around the world who are waiting for that special someone so they can be open dedicate their lives to and get that same thing in return and Im sitting here not knowing if the love I have is strong like he says it is. I didnt even realize how strongly I felt for him until I almost lost him and he payed me no attention. Now on a normal basis he tells me how he feels and how he is in love but then I sit there feeling like I dont know. I wanted so bad to ask him, How do you know you love me like that? But I didnt. I didnt want to offend him when in actuallity, I really wanna know.

My guilt has been killing me for the past few months. I am happy and dont want it to end by any means, I just wanna know why I am not sure like he is. Is that bad? Am I wrong? Should I tell him? Am I reading too much into it? I think I am, but I gotta vent these feelings somewhere, I told yall I dont trust my associates. *lol*

If you feinin for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

-amma-

Friends....how many of us have them

2006-03-07T09:51:00.000-08:00

I was having a discussion lastnight on how I feel like all of my "friends" have slowly dwendled over the years and I am finally starting to wonder if its me or not. I mean every person who was a close friend of mine, have drifted apart. I mean I know I havent changed. I know I dont kick it and club like I use to but is that a reason to disown me? I dont think so. My one girlfriend is being told what to do by her dayum manly ass girlfriend and cant talk to me anymore and my cousin who was my bestfriend knows I dont approve of her bootleg ass "man" so she now stays away from me so she wont have to hear the backlash.

Yeah I know I ALWAYS have an opinion on someone's situation but hell, if you dont hear it from someone who cares about you, then when will you hear it? With all this being said, I am basically "friendless". I am always busy doing shit between school and family and my boyfriend but I feel myself having this void of having a close female friend like I use to have. I mean I have associates, females I went to school with and we will go shopping or out to eat and chill, but I dont trust em you know. They arent friends, they are just cool people and I dont really do the same things that they do. They go out every weekend as if they are in their last days and that just isnt me, I like chillin in the crib and shop. :) I dont even really care for the internet anymore. The shit is boring as hell so I come on for a quick minute and bounce unless its school related.

I speak on not really having "friends" but I do have this one good friend besides my other half. He has been a good friend of mine for the 2 1/2 years and he means alot to me. He knows who he is, we have had our problems and highetus' but we cool now. I can be "me" around his crazy ass so Im glad I have him. :)

If you feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry. *XOXO*

-amma-

I Guess it isn't so hard out there for a Pimp

2006-03-05T19:46:00.000-08:00

Well as many of you may know, or will know soon because you didnt watch the Oscars, Three 6 Mafia won for best song in a movie for "Its hard out here for a pimp". Yeah I know the average reaction, "OMG how embarrasing", "I cant believe they are doing this to black people", and "They are setting black people back 500 years"... well deal with it. I personally thought it was funny as hell. I died laughing when they won because I dont take these award shows seriously or let them deter my opinions of movies, music and ect.

The first thing people want to do is compare Three 6 to all of the talented music makers and wonder why they dont have an Oscar and all I can say is, "Does every person who deserves awards get them at any award shows?" And the answer is No, so why get mad now? Times have changed and winners are being picked for various reasons rather they be good or bad, so deal with it. Since when did anyone give a dayum about the Oscars credibility and their choices of what is the best movies or the best actors, let along what's the best in music? Hell the Grammy's has never been able to get it right. Most peoples of color favorites movies has never won an Oscar or was even nominated so why compare great musicians to Three 6 Mafia when they dont even deserve to be in the same catergory. Who gives a shit that The Color Purple never won an Oscar, the shitis classic to us and an Oscar will never change our opinions of it, so why are you mad again?

I wasnt in shock at all that Three 6 Mafia won, its about popularity and getting the minority vote as usual. People are claiming to be so embarrased and im sitting here thinking, Why?? Do Pimps depict your upbringing and life today? It doesnt for me so why in the hell would I be embarrased. Is it because they are black and singing about pimps? Hell they sing about a whole lot of shit and get awarded at all kinds of award shows and no one is embarrased, hell they are cheering then. But I guess since it is in front of the "uppity" white folk at the "Oscars", there should be no songs about pimping going on as if it doesnt exist. No one or race is perfect, so to get mad and try to act like "pimpin" doesnt happen so you get mad Terrance was nominated and the song as well, means you really need to let the shit go. I have seen many white trash movies that were entertaining, their poverty and degrading antics are no different than the ones that dominate in other races.

Congrats to Reese Witherspoon winning best actress, I watched Walk the Line last night and it was pretty good.

And that is all!

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Whew look at dem arms

2006-02-23T21:15:00.000-08:00

I know the All-star game was last weekend and all, so im REAL late with this, but coming across this picture on a messageboard reminded me on how DAYUM GOOD John Legends' ass looked during half-time. When he took his jacket off I was like WTF? His ass been at the gym gettin his grind on. I absolutely LOVE men with big arms. Damn what a nice frame. *bites bottom lip* Watch out Kanye, he gone make me turn on yo ass. *lol*

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So you think you can Dance?

2006-02-23T20:47:00.000-08:00

What the fuck is up! Yes I am in a good mood, I have been all day. I tried out to be a senior dance instructor at this new dance studio they opened up in Gurnee and I might have the job starting in March. I am soooo happy to get back to dancing. I have been feeling so out of shape so I had to get myself together so I could get back to dancing again. Im 25 years old and I haven't made it to my dream yet to be a professional "dancer" and it may even be a little too late because I decided to finish up school first, but teaching dance is just as fun and brightens my spirits so imma take it one dream at a time. YaY me!!

If ya feinin' for more of me, then cant the next entry! *XOXO*

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Brokeback Mountain

2006-02-18T09:40:00.000-08:00

I know everyone has heard about this controversal movie "Brokeback Mountain", and I went to see it and I LOVED IT. The love story is so deep. I mean, the love they had for each other but they couldn't be with each other was so passionate. The part in the movie when Jack tells Erin how much he misses him when he is away had me in tears. Then Erin breaks down cause its so hard for him to love him and leave him, that got to me so bad. Oh yeah, and the part when they hadn't seen each other in 4 years and they finally saw each other, and they kissed so passionately, you forget that the story is about 2 men, you just see 2 people in love. This movie was so great. I was so hurt when Erin found out Jack had died and the lies Jack's wife told about his death was even worse. I wish they had just lived with each other because they loved each other so much for over 20 years. Their love was defined once Erin went to Jack's parents house and in his room he found the two shirts in the back of the closet hanging up together. I started balling when I saw that.

I just want to love someone that much and have them feel the same way for me like they had in the movie. They demonstrated what real love is, and I hope these homophobics realize that gay and straight people love the same way.

Brokeback Mountain is such a great movie! This movie will be a favorite of mine right along side of "The Notebook". These two movies based on love stories are a MUST see.

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Happy Valentine's Day

2006-02-13T15:43:00.000-08:00

Yeah it's a day early but I want to say Happy Valentine's Day to whoever passes throught my blog. For the ones who come here for good and evil, I wish you all a good one! I hope my day goes well, I dont want much but for a smooth stressless day, and maybe a bundle or two of roses in pink, yellow and white. But shhhhhh you aint heard that from me. *lol* I hope u all spend it with the one's u love, I will.

Hope you guys like the new blog look, very girly sheike I must say.

*smooches*

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The Wammy's... oh I mean the Grammy's in a nutshell

2006-02-08T20:38:00.000-08:00

Yeah I watched the boring ass grammy awards and as usual they did the same ole bullshit. Lemme just give my recap in a nutshell....

Mariah- She sounded nice for a change and KILLED IT! She won 3 Grammy's before the show but she was shut out of the show like Usher was last year. She won nothing on stage. She was robbed for "Album of the Year" as well as "Song of the Year".

Kanye- SMH@ his wanna be Scarface ass. I laughed so loud at his ass but his performace was also HOT! He did something different and I can respect that. He did win 3 and they gave him an award on stage, that was only because they aint want him bitchin' (even tho he will anyway) and hell, his competition in that catergory SUCKED. His girlfriend looked nice but her ass looked like Beyonce on the red carpet at the Grammy's last year. Yeah go look it up.

Fantasia- Her hair was layed but why the blue dress and purple heels? I didnt get it.

Ciara- Bitch sit the fuck down. Lookin like a man in drag ass. She was not needed.

Mary J- She needs to get rid of that 2nd grade hair-do is all I know.

Well that is my comclusion to that bullshit ass award show. I might edit and add more to whatever I forgot to add. PEACE!!!

If you feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

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Overwhelmed

2006-02-08T11:39:00.000-08:00

I have been in such a funk lately. I am overwhelmed with schoolwork is why I have been in such a bad mood. In undergrad I never had issues like this, I never felt like I had too much on my plate where I just wanna give it all up. This class I am taking is just workin' my ass down and I just cant take it. Im always moody and lazy now. I just dont want to do shit. I think I need to up my dosage of vitamins because I need a boost. I feel so sluggish. Ugh I hate being depressed like this. I need a vacation.

The only good thing that I am really happy about is the fact that I got a great new laptop. I had been pricing them for a minute and I stumbled upon a sale at Best Buy. They had Toshiba laptops for $399. You cant beat that shit. Well I love it and it has a big ole screen and its very convient for me. That only kept me happy for a day cause I am back to being depressed. And to top it of, Im getting sick. Runny nose, coughing up a fuckin lung, and my throat hurts, so you know I am really in a funk.

Someone brighten up my day! I need something to make me feel better.

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Beauty in Black Entertainment

2006-02-04T21:26:00.000-08:00

Yeah they all look sooo cute. Kimora a lil funny lookin but I still think she is FAB! And you know Mya and Amerie look cute as hell as usually. Enjoy!

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Hot Shitty Mess in Black Entertainment

2006-02-04T21:09:00.000-08:00

These people need to stay the fuck AWAY from a fucking camera!!! *eww*

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The Remarkable Coretta Scott King will be remembered

2006-01-31T12:35:00.000-08:00

Coretta Scott King, who worked to keep her husband's dream alive with a chin-held-high grace and serenity that made her a powerful symbol of the Rev. Martin Luther King Jr.'s creed of brotherhood and nonviolence, died Tuesday. She was 78.

The "first lady of the civil rights movement" died in her sleep during the night at an alternative medicine clinic in Mexico, her family said. Arrangements were being made to fly the body to Atlanta.
She had been recovering from a serious stroke and heart attack suffered last August. Just two weeks ago, she made her first public appearance in a year on the eve of her late husband's birthday.
News of her death led to tributes to King across Atlanta, including a moment of silence in the Georgia Capitol and piles of flowers placed at the tomb of her slain husband. Flags at the King Center — the institute devoted to the civil rights leader's legacy — were lowered to half-staff.

"She wore her grief with grace. She exerted her leadership with dignity," the Rev. Joseph Lowery, who helped found the Southern Christian Leadership Conference with King's husband in 1957.

Former Atlanta Mayor Andrew Young, one of Martin Luther King's top aides, said Coretta Scott King's fortitude rivaled that of her husband. "She was strong if not stronger than he was," Young said.

Coretta Scott King was a supportive lieutenant to her husband during the most dangerous and tumultuous days of the civil rights movement, and after his assassination in Memphis, Tenn., on April 4, 1968, she carried on his work while also raising their four children.

"I'm more determined than ever that my husband's dream will become a reality," the young widow said soon after his slaying.
She pushed and goaded politicians for more than a decade to have her husband's birthday observed as a national holiday, achieving success in 1986. In 1969 she founded the Martin Luther King Jr. Center for Nonviolent Social Change in Atlanta and used it to confront hunger, unemployment, voting rights and racism.

"The center enables us to go out and struggle against the evils in our society," she often said.
She also accused movie and TV companies, video arcades, gun manufacturers and toy makers of promoting violence.
King became a symbol in her own right of her husband's struggle for peace and brotherhood, presiding with a quiet, stoic dignity over seminars and conferences.

Mrs. King, you will be missed. Your achievements are greatly appreciated.

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Oh no, the trailer trash family is back in public

2006-01-31T12:26:00.000-08:00

Now Britney knows she looks like she just stepped off that show "My Name is Earl" with all the white trailer trash. They both look dirty. I tried to be on Britney's side but ever since she has beenw ith dude, she has let her self go! Ewwww.

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Terrance Howard nominated for an Oscar

2006-01-31T08:23:00.000-08:00

Congrats to Terrence Howard!!!! He was nominated for Best Actor for "Hustle & Flow"! I am proud of him and I LOVED that movie. Some people think that its not allt hat and very predictable and somewhat vulgar but I saw the movies message. Some people are so hard on people( especially black people) that they could not see past the "pimp" part of the story. I loved the movie and guess what, "Hard out there for a Pimp" was also nominated for Best Score in a film! *lol* So that means that theyw ill have to have someone perform it, and who will that rapper be, because you know they are gonna get a famous rapper to perform that at the Oscar's. Hmmmmm I have some suggestions. ahahahaha

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Kanye West as Jesus

2006-01-24T12:56:00.000-08:00

Any and everybody who knows me, also knows that I absolutely LOVE Kanye West, I really do. I love his style, his arrogance/confidence and his talent, but this shit right here, is a lil too much for me. I do not like him portraying Jesus. I dunno, its a harmless act of expression but I just think certain things should be left alone. I am really interested in reading the article so I will be buying it but I am not fond of his ass thinkin he is Jesus.

I gotta edit here... I forgot to mention that Nas did this same thing in the "Hate me Now" video feat Puff Daddy. Yall remember that right? When P Diddy did the same thing and he thought about it and thought it was disrespectful to do it and wanted an edited version of the video played and he beat up Nas' people that day? Yeah that video. But there was not any backlash like the backlash Kanye is getting. Is it because Kanye is one of those people that talks too much and people just dislike so its ok to get mad at him and not others? I think that its foul to dog Kanye about it when no one clown or dogged Nas when he put it in a video that ended up being a popular video and song and played regularly on tv. Can we say double standard for the liked and disliked? Ok you can carry-on to the article now...

Here is a Yahoo.com article on some on the content of the Rolling Stone's article:

NEW YORK - Kanye West, with a crown of thorns atop his head, poses as Jesus Christ on the cover of the upcoming issue of Rolling Stone.

The outspoken rapper defends his brash attitude inside the magazine's pages, on newsstands Friday. He is also pictured posing as Muhammad Ali.
"In America, they want you to accomplish these great feats, to pull off these David Copperfield-type stunts," he says. "You want me to be great, but you don't ever want me to say I'm great?"

West also says his hit song "Gold Digger" was the best song last year and that it should have been nominated for the Grammy's best rap song category: "That's a gimme Grammy."

Nevertheless, the 27-year-old is nominated for eight awards, including album of the year for his sophomore album, "Late Registration." The Grammys' will be presented Feb. 8.
West has always been forthright in saying what he feels, most famously when he said "
George Bush' doesn't care about black people" during a telethon for Hurricane Katrina victims.
"If I was more complacent and I let things slide, my life would be easier, but you all wouldn't be as entertained," he says. "My misery is your pleasure."

The strangest tangent of the Rolling Stone story, however, is when West says he's addicted to pornography. He remembers first seeing his father's Playboy magazine when he was 5 years old.
"Right then," West says, laughing, "it was like, `Houston, we have a problem.'"

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Jaime Foxx & NBC drama... is it even true?

2006-01-24T11:45:00.000-08:00

Earlier I posted this quote that has been going around but an article and a few others claim it to be untrue:

NBC is not doing any marketing & publicity on Jamie's Music Special on NBC because he stood his ground and didn't have any white guest (performers) to perform with as they requested. To make it even worse he had two controversial guest stars, Snoop Dogg and The Game, that do not fit the "NBC profile" on his show. They are purposely putting his show up against the second week of American Idol in hopes that it will fail. This will give them the excuse to never give another black person a music special because "it doesn't work". Let's show them that it does work, and that we support each other. Tivo American Idol, and watch Jamie. J Foxx making history on NBC. This is the first time NBC has ever aired an entire young urban African American cast on a music special. We need to show support. This was not an easy sell for Jamie and he stood his ground to make it happen the way he saw fit.

Now I am reading this that claims it to be untrue and various others around the net say that they have seen plenty of commercials on Jamie Foxx's special so is this just a ploy by a Jamie fan to get more t watch the special? Read futher....

E-MAIL MAKES WILD CLAIMS AGAINST JAMIE FOXX’S NBC’S SPECIAL:

Widely circulated missive attacks network for alleged sabotage. Multi-talented performer responds to the Eva Longoria romantic rumors. (January 24, 2006) Despite television promos that have been airing since last week, Foxx’s two-hour interview accessibility via satellite and a nationwide telephone press conference with reporters on Monday – not to mention interviews in Time and TV Guide and a guest spot this evening on “The Tonight Show” to promote the special – an e-mail is being passed around to industry insiders and the general public claiming the network is deliberately trying to ambush the program by refusing to promote it and throwing it under the “American Idol” bus. The e-mail - of course from an unknown source - says NBC “is purposely putting his show up against the second week of “American Idol” in hopes that it will fail.” It further states: “This will give them the excuse to never give another black person a music special because ‘it doesn't work.’” The author of the e-mail also says that “NBC is not doing any marketing and publicity” on the special “because he stood his ground and wouldn't have any white guests as they requested.” Responding to EUR’s request for comment, NBC would only say “we don't comment on baseless rumor and speculation.” However, Foxx’s publicist Alan Nierob confirmed to EUR’s Lee Bailey that the Oscar winner had indeed spent Monday morning talking to media outlets via satellite and telephone, in addition to the interviews for Time and TV Guide. Filmed at the historic Orpheum Theatre in downtown Los Angeles, “Jamie Foxx - Unpredictable: A Musical Journey” features such R&B and hip-hop artists as Stevie Wonder, Mary J. Blige, Angie Stone, Snoop Dogg, The Game and Common. The performances will include his current hit single “Unpredictable,” a duet of the remake “Love Changes” with Blige, and a medley of “Gold Digger” and “With You” with Snoop Dogg and The Game. Playwright and author David E. Talbert, who co-produced and staged the special, came on board after receiving a sudden phone call from Jamie's manager, Marcus King. “The next thing I know, I'm in Miami with Jamie Foxx on the set of ‘Miami Vice’ putting the pieces together,” Talbert says. “Really it's Jamie's story, my job was to take what was in his head and bring it to life theatrically.” According to NBC, the “inspirational special centers on the milestones of Foxx’s life and his musical influences growing up in Texas. Dramatic vignettes lead up to each musical performance and portray childhood conversations with his grandmother and family minister, as well as life-changing events such as falling in love and the birth of his daughter.”

The Jamie Foxx "Unpredictable" special airs Wednesday night, at 8pm E/P on NBC and re-airs Friday night.

*In other Jamie Foxx news, the red hot actor/comedian/singer told reporters during his press conference call Monday that he and "Desperate Housewives" actress Eva Longoria are NOT an item. Ever since they were spotted together at Mary J. Blige's after-party for the Golden Globes, the two Texans have sparked romantic rumors, despite her link to San Antonio Spurs player Tony Parker. "I told Tony I would look after her," Foxx explained.

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Listening to my headphones so dont bother me

2006-01-23T23:19:00.000-08:00

Well im sitting here eating graham crackers with my headphones on vibing. I always have this vibing feeling when I listen to this Jamie Foxx song called "VIP". I think its my favorite song right now. Its mellow and sexy and the music int he song is just raw. Im lovin it. Some other shit im really feelin is Mary J's "Take me as I Am". I love what the song stands for and the music in that song as well is gravitating. I love how mellow it is. Its the best song on the album by far. *phone rings, who da hell is this* -im back- Oh shit! My song "Rompe" by Daddy Yankee just came on in my playlist. I LOVE this fuckin song. Not to mention that I say that special 106 & Park had for New Years and he performed and he had these dancers that were KILLING IT. They snapped. I love it. I have to find that performance on youtube or something.I can not wait to dance to that shit. I think me and my boy Ryan gonna make up some tight shit to this song.

Damn I miss dancing.....

Lawd I still have Solange's "Crush" on my play list. Im not gonna front, I have always liked this song but it has nothing to do with her voice cause we all know its average. Its the music to the song that gets me and the way the melodies are arranged that gets me. Lemme cut this off and go to the next song. *clears through to sing the "yo" part* I love this Chris Brown song "Yo" and I dont know why. I was embarrassed until I found out alot of older people like it too. I was told to listen to his whole album but no thanks. I dont think I want to like anything else honestly. *jukes* Go head Sean Paul, "Temperature" is the shit. I think imma make up something to this song too. Me and my niece put on our coats witht he fur on the hoods and was mimicing this video. It was funny as hell. Well well, I still have this song in my playlist, my guilty pleasure song by LL Cool J feat Jlo called "Control Myself". Yeah I do kinda like this song to be honest, but I like J-lo's part the best. I thought I was gonna be feelin LL but nope not him! I can see myself jammin to this shit too. I wonder what the video will be like with J-lo and all. *sways hips* Awww shit, my jam is playin now, "So sick" by Ne-Yo. I love how simple this song is. I think its the same reasonw hy I loved Mario's "Let me love you" song. I never knew why I liked it but I did. Well I heard Ne-Yo wrote that song as well. I guess imma have to check out his album. Dayum its 1:33, lemme take these headphones and got to bed. If you in need for some good shit to listen to, the writings on the wall. *nite nite*

-amma-

Listen up class...Its all about ME

2006-01-23T22:34:00.000-08:00

It about time I make a "me" entry. An entry all about me and what I've been up to. My past couple "me" entries was when I was sick and miserable and couldnt hear anything. Well I am back. I can hear and I am alive and kickin again. I think the most I missed was listening to music. I didnt for a whole week and I felt bored inside like I havent used my imagination in a while. You know how you feel when you have your headphones on and you are sitting in your room just listening to music and imagining that it were you? Well maybe you dont be that is how I feel. I can not wait until March so the studio can open back up and I can get some of my ideas and dance it out of me.

Im happy and content. Not normal for me. *lol* I dunno, I mean usually there is something not so good happening around me or with someone around me and so it puts a damper on me. I dont have that feeling right now, I am feeling kinda "still".

Well I had an "unstill" moment today when my ex showed up at my house. I am so glad I had just gotten back from being out cause I was looking good. You ladies know what I mean, yall know how you wanna always look "your best" when your ex comes around. Well it wasnt my best but I was cute and he came by. I was in SHOCK, and I mean SHOCK. He lives in North Carolina and he was out here "visiting" he says. He said he knew if he had called and told me he was coming that I would make an excuse not to see him and he's right. I definitly would have done that, but ultimately im glad I saw him. He is an attorney now and he looks dayum good. I wanted to melt. I was like, where did that facial hair come from. And those nice ole clothes, and those nice expensive shoes. He laughed but he knew what I meant cause his ass was pityful when we were together, but I loved his pityful ass. He is doing well for himself and I am proud. I was kinda uneasy at first because he came by unexpected and my boyfriend dont like ANY male friends of mine for whatever reason. But we sat and talked and then my mom came. Well lets just say that after he left she asked me what the fuck was wrong with me for letting that go. I said well mom, you taught me to never take shit from a man, let a man mentally abuse me, or treat me like I was his child and he did all those things to me. So I can never be with someone like him. She then said, that's my girl. :) She knows its hard to choose yourself when society is the poster child for saying have a man take care of you and get a man "with money" and all that. So I made her proud....

If you still feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

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Nas signed w/ Jay... Good or Bad?

2006-01-23T13:50:00.000-08:00

http://www.nytimes.com/2006/01/23/arts/music/23rap.html

Wassup my people. Well word came out early this morning that Nas signed with his former rival Jay-z, is that a good or bad thing is the first thing I asked myself. Around the internet people are saying phrases like "Jay won" and "Nas a sellout" and "Good business deal" but which one is it?

I personally do not know which way to look at it. If it were me personally, would it take my credibility away by signing with Jay after all of the drama behind us? Would it be kinda phoney of me (Nas) to sign with Jay after I clowned him as a business man and as a man in its self? Hell Jay even admitted to fuckin Nas' babymomma, so is he copping out?

Or should we look at it at the other side...

Nas and Jay put their rivarly to an end a few months ago and even rapped on stage together which proves that all of those bitter feelings are long and gone and they have matured. Is Nas really using Jay by getting out of his slavish Sony records deal and getting paid WELL to go to Def Jam?

So is it a mature deal to where both of them can benifit or not? Honestly to me, I think the audience (as in us) will determine if this deal will be successful or not because we are the record buyers (unless you add in a lil Def Jam payola). I think that maybe Nas should have prepared his fans before these turn events because he has his fans hating Jay just because of the beef. Maybe it will mend hip hop on the East because there isnt must unity going on. Who knows....

Ive never been a Nas fan, only liked a song here and there, but for some reason I really hope the deal works out and neither one of them end up being played and it backlashes.

Ready....Set.... GO!.... 2006 has started off with a Bang!

-amma-

Bin Laden is back. He's coming for us

2006-01-19T08:05:00.000-08:00

Why cant he just leave us alone!!!!

CAIRO, Egypt - Al-Jazeera aired an audiotape purportedly from Osama bin Laden on Thursday, saying al-Qaida is making preparations for attacks in the United States but offering a truce to rebuild Iraq and Afghanistan. The voice on the tape said heightened security measures in the United States are not the reason there have been no attacks there since the Sept. 11, 2001, suicide hijackings. Instead, the reason is "because there are operations that need preparations, and you will see them," he said."Based on what I have said, it is better not to fight the Muslims on their land," he said. "We do not mind offering you a truce that is fair and long-term. ... So we can build Iraq and Afghanistan ... there is no shame in this solution because it prevents wasting of billions of dollars ... to merchants of war."The speaker did not give conditions for a truce in the excerpts aired by the Arab broadcaster.

New pictures of Mya

2006-01-19T07:56:00.000-08:00

She was at a Ford Modeling gala because she is one of Ford's new models!

Too cute!

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Colin Farrell has a Sex Tape!

2006-01-18T10:21:00.000-08:00

Yes the Colin Farrell has a sex tape out ladies and gentalmen. I know you may have heard the rumors and read the news articles on it but now it is actually released! When are these celebs going to learn to stop with the freaky shit? You can not be a celeb and make a sex tape without someone seeing it by accident and wanting to make money off of it or lettings the other party that is involved with you get a hold to it cause if you dump their ass, they will get your ass back and I think this is what the case is!

Well in the video Colin is having sexual relations with a former Playboy playmate but I forgot her name. She is also a current video hoe so I am sure you will recognize her face when you see it. But the thing that makes me mad is that the shit is BORING! I mean boring. They talk to much in between fucking, she can not suck a dick to save her life and keeps getting pubic hair in her mouth and his dick is too short (but has a lil thickness) to keep it inside her ass *lol* He did do an ok job giving her head tho. *LMAO* But if you just want to see it for yourself, go right on ahead and download it here~~> http://www8.rapidupload.com/d.php?file=dl&filepath=15446

Calgon, calgon take the PAIN away

2006-01-14T21:27:00.000-08:00

This past week has been one of the worst weeks for me in a loooong time. I have been in so much pain from this sinus infection that I dont know what to do. Ive already stated how I couldnt hear out of my right ear, well it eventually moved on to both ears. I finally went to the doctor and he said it was due to a sinus infection and gave me some meds. He gave me some Amox and Codeine so I have been drugged for the past few days. The pain is not as bad as it was, but just image not being able to hear shit unless its right at your ear and being sleepy and dull all of the time. I sleep in shifts of 2-3 hours at a time, and I am miserable. This all starter last Sunday so its been a week and I am still not 100% yet. I have been stuck in the house affraid to let any air hit my ears because of the pain so I am soooooo miserable. I have had a ton of homework to do aside from being sick and drousy and in pain so I have basically been a grouch. I will be sooooo glad when this is all over and I can be back to normal. I can hear a little bit out of one ear so I guess the meds are kicking in to patch my ass back up. I know my family is ready for me to get right because looking at me may make your ass depressed because I dont take pain well at all. My boyfriend has been around and he hates to see me suffering so I told his ass to stay home knowing it would make him come around even more. Atleast I got friends and fam to help my ass through these God awful headaches and pains. Lord please take me out of my misery....

My rant is now done, thanks for reading, I might feel 100% better if the Bears can give Chicago a win tomorrow! Go Bears!

*******UPDATE******* 1/18/05

I am feeling MUCH better and the Bears lost. Goodbye.

karma

2006-01-10T21:07:00.000-08:00

I guess I shouldnt have laughed at Foxy Browns situation when she said she went deaf because I havent been able to hear out of my right ear in 2 days. Not only can I not hear, but it hurts like hell where my whole face and head hurts. :) Im so misserable. I go to the doctor tomorrow, hopefully it is just a sinus infection like everyone is telling me because I cant take this anymore. :(

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Mischa Barton, there are NO excuse for this PERIOD

2006-01-07T17:58:00.000-08:00

Mischa Barton is out and about around time and look what the stalkers I am the paparazzi discovered.

Its really fuckin sad for a female to let something like this happen. Being a celeb, you know damn well you need to be on top of your game better than this. Being a female, we all know to not wear white when you are on your period because the cleanest person can have "accidents", so this is unexceptable. Everyone person should know when they should be expecting their period, and if the date is off, you never wear white and you use protection just in case. Mischa Barton is just nasty as hell and should be ashamed. She looks like white trash, literally.

-amma

Big year for the Chicago Bears

2006-01-07T11:30:00.000-08:00

Well it has been a BIG year for the Chicago Bears. Not only have they had a winning season and are in the playoffs as the best defensive team of the year, but their coach and star defensive player won big honors for the year!!!!

Chicago's head coach Lovie Smith was declared NFL's Coach of the Year for turning the Bears around in 2 years!

Chicago's very own Brian Urlacher got some special honors as well as Defensive player of the Year!

Congrats to both men and the WHOLE Chicago Bears team! Yall did it big this year, even if you get knocked in the first round of playoffs. *lol* You can read more on them at yahoo.com

-amma

2005's Liar of the Year goes to...

2006-01-03T13:35:00.000-08:00

LMAOOOOOOO! Yall know its da truth.

-amma-

Musical Surprise

2006-01-02T13:09:00.000-08:00

What a surprise. I am really feelin Mary J's new album. Ive had it for a few weeks and made a couple dollars off of her before it was released and even liked her 1st single but I was still hesitant to listen to it to be honest. Once I listened, it was pretty cool (bout time). Finally she got some good music on her album to blend the voice in because as we know, her voice isnt all that. But when you have real good music on your album, you can get away with almost anything. She also didnt over do it on the screeching and cat-callin' as people call it. They think she is goin "to church" when she is singin sometimes but it sounds like a cat dying, but anyway, I enjoyed the album for the most part and I still need to give the WHOLE thing a few more listens. There are a few joints that stick out for me like: Take me as I am, Good Woman Down, Be Without You, Baggage, Da MVP, Aint really Love and Cant hide from love. I think she is finally kinda being herself with this album, and you see she got a great responce from it. Im happy for her, I hope this type of music keeps up and stay away from P. Shitty oh I mean Diddy and that hair-do of hers.

On to other music.... Jaime Foxx's album came out the same time as Mary J's but I havent listend to it yet. I have heard that it is pretty good but I will have to check that shit out for myself and figure it out. Some of the music that I am reeeeally feeling right now which some may be old and some may be new & I recommend you downloading (if u havent already) as follows:

The Game- Put it on the Game
Cheri Dennis- I Love you
Busta Rhymes- Touch it
Kirk Franklin- Looking for you
Heatwave- Always and Forever
Robin Thicke- I want to love you girl
Envouge- Dont go
Jaime Foxx- Extravaganza
Bow Wow- Fresh Azimiz
Chamillionaire- Turn it up
Earth Wind & Fire- Reasons
Mya- Man in my life
Nelly- Grillz
Chris Brown- Yo! & Poppin
Big Boy & Crew- Kryptonite
Shawnna- Gettin some head
Mary J- Be without you

*winks*

If you feinin' for more of you, then catch the next entry! *XOXO*
-amma-

...And anotha one

2006-01-01T18:59:00.000-08:00

Well, another year is here. Oh yeah, Happy New Year to all! Something that I have always wondered was, why do people get drunk for New Years? What is the point? Getting drunk on New Years is so cliche I swear. Its old and tired and everybody does the same thing. They throw a party or go to one or go to a club and get drunk as hell and wake up hung over all because of a new dayum year. How predictible.

Ok lemme shut my hypocritical ass up, and enough of the "high" road cause I did all that shit lastnight...

My New Year Eve was cool. I ususally dont do much on New Years but so many people were having get togethers that I had to show my face around a lil bit. I started off at home chilling with my family as long as possible so my mom wouldnt say that I deserted her for the holiday, even though she is ususally the one out kickin it, so I made sure that I hung and ate dinner at home and then got my ass out the house. I was out the house at about 8-ish (yeah I started early) so that I can stop by my sis' friends house who had invited me over. After about an hour there, I went to my girls party and boy o boy was it a doozy. I mean there was so much liquore that I wanted to start puking then, but instead of that, I got a drank, well I started off with just having 1 before I moved on to the next party but hell, I got stuck there. It was the perfect setup, a friend of mine had a party who is normal. I have weird friends so that usually means alot of weird people, gay people and high people but at my girl Cindee's party it was more classy and filled with innocent drinking and I felt comfortable, and when I feel comfrotable I drink more.... but why did I do that?

When I am tipsy I laugh loud, dance along and flirt my ass off, so that means I had a good ass time. No rude ass approaches from men (i had a few offers but nothing rude) so it was a good setting for me to chill and not feel uncomfortable so I kicked it even harder. To make a loooooong story short, I was beyond tipsy and I havent been beyond tipsy in years cause I am no heavy drinker, but that dayum Grey Goose kicked my ass, and then I had the nerve to venture right on to some Belvi when the Goose flew the coop. Boy was I tore up. I am just now really feeling better because my virgin drinking ass was hangin over hard as hell. My ass couldnt even drive home. I was so tore up my boyfriend was mad cause I was suppose to go show up at his boys party lastnight but I was having a ball where I was at and the last thing that I needed was a 200 man on my hip weighing me down. So I kicked it, he was kinda mad but hell, he knew he wasnt gettin none while I was drunk anyway so he wasnt that mad. Today he claims he is mad because he didnt get to see me drunk, but hell, if he knew, he wouldnt really want to.

A few doses of Asprin later along with ALOT of water and some Nyquil to knock my ass out after a few rounds of hovering my toilet, I feel great! Only thing I am pissed about is that I broke the heel off of one of my cute ass boots. :( I guess thats the price you pay for having a fun night on someone elses dime.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

If you feinin' for more of me, then catch the next entry! *XOXO*

-amma-

When will the Gang violence end?

2005-12-28T21:10:00.000-08:00

Another one gone too soon...

WAUKEGAN — A third suspect in the Dec. 23 beating death of an alleged gang member was apprehended without incident Tuesday afternoon at a residence in Zion.
Waukegan police report Rayon L. Edwards, 27, was taken into custody on the 2000 block of Hebron Avenue by Zion police and Waukegan detectives, acting on a tip that Edwards had taken refuge there following last week's incident.
"We received some information that he was staying there with a friend," said Deputy Chief Daniel Greathouse, adding Edwards "was bouncing around" from one location to another while police sought him over the holiday weekend.
Edwards is alleged to have been the ringleader in a ritual beating that claimed the life of 16-year-old Dontrell Bell. Two 16-year-old gang members were arrested over the weekend and were charged with first-degree murder, but Edwards remained at large.

According to Lake County Coroner Dr. Richard Keller, Bell died Friday evening at Victory Memorial Hospital in Waukegan from the effects of blunt force trauma to the chest. Police report Bell had been beaten in a practice called a "15-second violation," in which a subject's hands are held behind him while being punched in the chest.
Police allege the attack took place on Edwards' orders at his residence on the 400 block of Oak Street. While Edwards reportedly did not strike Bell in the incident, he was charged with first-degree murder Tuesday.
"He was the ranking leader of the gang at this particular meeting," Greathouse said. "The only reason why this beating took place is because he ordered it."
Edwards was held overnight Tuesday pending a bond hearing today. The two teens charged in the killing are being held in the Depke Juvenile Justice facility in Vernon Hills.

This story is sooo sad. When will the Gang violence end already? I knew the little boy who died, he was a family member to my niece and it is such a sad story. This is the kind of story that should open up these parents eyes and keep a close grip on to their children because you have to teach them about gang violence to keep them out of it. I have a 16 year old and a 12 year old nephew and I dunno what I would do if I were to find out they were in a gang. You cant wait until the damage is done to react. Parents, you have to react NOW.

-amma-

New Blog Look

2005-12-27T22:50:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah, I meant to say earlier that I have a new Blog Look!!! You like it? I do. Its plain and simple but girly. I need to add a few of my touches to it tho to make it all me.

If you feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

-amma-

The Best in 2005

2005-12-27T20:44:00.000-08:00

I must say, alot has gone on in the year of 2005. Some of my favorite artists came out and did it big! Some people who I dont particularly like surprised me. But as a whole it was a great year or controversy in Hollywood and the music biz. When 2005 started, on my old blog I made an entry of who I loved and was checkin for this year and 3 out of 4 of them came out this year and hit it BIG. They were Mariah Carey, Kanye West and Amerie. I must say I have great taste cause I called it. The other one (Mya) hasnt come out yet but she is due early 2006. A surprise for 2005 for me would be The Game. He impressed me this year I must say, he did the damn thing with a hot ass album.

My top albums would be:

Mariah- The emancipation of Mimi
Kanye- Late Registration
Twista- The day after
Common- Be
The Game- The documentary
Amerie- Touch

As far as songs, I have loved a plenty, but the only ones that come to mind that I REALLY loved this year are the following:

Mariah- Fly like a bird, Mine again, We belong together
Kanye- Gone, Late, Addiction, Gold Digger & We Major
Amerie- 1 thing & Not the only one
Little Brother- Lovin it
Common- Testify, BE, the Corner & They say
Twista- Lavish, Dead wrong & Heartbeat
The Game- Hate it or love it, How we do, Higher, Dreams & Put you on the Game
Kelly Clarkson- Since you been gone
Fantasia- Free yourself
Ciara- Oh
Bow Wow- Like you
Destiny's Child- Is she the Reason
LeToya Luckett- Gangsta Grillz
Kindred- Where would I be (The Question)
Mashonda- Blackout

Movies that were the shit to me this year, off the top of my head would be:

Batman Begins
Crash
Rent
Four Brothers
Derailed
Cinderella (re-release)

The best on TV this year for me would have to be:

Prison Break
Proud Family
Family Guy
Big Brother
Everybody hates Chris
Survivor
CSI
MTV RW vs RR Challenges
Boondocks
Sex and the City
Law and Order: SVU
Blow out
Run's House
Being Bobby Brown
Making the Band 3

Shit that shocked me this year:

Michael Jackson trial
Hurrican Katrina
Kanye's statement on Bush
All of the celeb break-ups and divorces
Tookie being exacuted

These lists are temporary because I am sure I will update and remember some more of my favs. So I will update as I think of everything!

-amma-

Chicago Bears are running it

2005-12-27T15:00:00.000-08:00

Yeah I know it was 2 whole days ago, but I am still sooooo happy about the Bears with their 11-4 stats and winning the northern division title!!! YAYYYY! They played their asses off and beat Greenbay TWICE this year. Haaaaaa Haaaaaaa. The packers and their fans can kiss my assss!!!

Good luck in the playoffs Bears, anything can happen, look at the White Sox!

Oh yeah, since we are talking football, last week I meant to blog and say congrats to Michael Turner who plays for the San Diego Chargers. I went to highschool with him and he had a great game the weekend before last while filling in for LT. Good job Mike, make us at home proud!!!

-amma-

Merry Belated Christmas

2005-12-27T12:05:00.000-08:00

Merry Belated Christmas everyone!!!!

Yes I know that I am late as all hell, but I have been busy and tired and not in a bloggin' mood, but I am here now! Did ya miss me? Yeah I know you guys did. I hope everyone's Christmas was great and I wish you alls family well. My Christmas was great as usual. My family really came through, not to mention that they great shit as well. I know I gave some good gifts so that makes me feel even better then how I feel about the gifts that I recieved.

Lets talk about the cool as shit that I got for Christmas. I must say, I really racked up, I got...

Black and Blue Af1's
Leather Babyphat coat
Hello Kitty bedding/ Hello Kitty gift card
Neiman Marcus gift card
Down comforter
Sheets with my name inscripted on them
Diamond hoop earrings
Clothes
My Atlanta "A" hat
Nine west heeled boots w/ matching Bag
Jewelry box
Money
Hello kitty mouse and mousepad
Decorative bed pillows

Yeah that about sums up my list. As you can see, I am an accessories freak! I love decorating my room and my bed, along with myself, so that is basically what I asked for. I went and spent my Hello Kitty gift card yesterday and got a HK watch and purse so I have to add that to my collection. My most important gift of all was me and my boyfriend patching things up. It wasn't on Christmas tho, it was the day after. We had kinda broken up but we have been talking things over and basically made up so I am sooooo happy about that cause I really missed his ass. He got me some niiiiice ass diamond hoops for Christmas and I felt bad because I didn't get him anything, but yesterday I went and ordered him that Dell mini MP3 player that he has been wanting but too cheap to buy for himself. It hasnt come yet so I got him a Christmas card with a print out of the receipt inside it and told him to look for it in a couple days *lol* He was happy as hell so now I feel better.

To be honest, I am extremely happy that Christmas is over, the pressure around Christmas time is hard because you always want to give the perfect gits. All I need to do now is find out where imma kick it at for New Years because I dont think I wanna stay home, anyone having a party then let me know!!! *lol*

If you feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

Girl... Personality gets you EVERYWHERE!

2005-12-18T11:00:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! I have been tagged as a member of a Personality Cult by Trini @ http://kiss-my-tiara.blogspot.com/ (<~~~ fabulous blog BTW) and I am told to list 5 lil random tidbits about myself that some of you may not know.

1. Yes my name is Amber, everyone knows that, but its acutally my middle name. I was never called by my first name because it is so hideous. My older cousin names me after a singing group, but ill never telllllll.

2. When I was 9 or 10, I was kidnapped by gunpoint by some woman from my bus stop. I still to this day dont know exactly what she wanted from me. Luckily someone ended up coming to her house and found me and demanded her to let me go. Should I be telling yall this? *lol*

3. Im not as "ditsy" as I come across online. Yeah I hate using spellcheck and I am the typo queen, but that's only because Microsoft Word has me spoiled fixes it all for me! *lol* Im persuing a Master's now and currently have a 4.0 this semester that we just finished up yesterday, so I cant be that dumb. *winks*

4. The best time of my life was when I was 13 and had the oppurtunity to take a road trip all over the US. My bestfriends family invited me to go and we drove in a circle from Chicago all the way across to Cali, and all the way around through the south back up to Chicago. We visited as many Six Flags as we could during the trip and that is an experience I will never forget. Those were the good ole days...

5. I may have complained alot, but 2005 was a good year for me. My whole family is ok, and I found love but recently lost it :(, but like they say, its better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

*XOXO*

-amma-

Movies I love during Christmas time

2005-12-14T19:14:00.000-08:00

Ha Haaaaaaaa

2005-12-11T23:20:00.000-08:00

Ha Haaaaaaaaaa Bitch Boy. Your old punkass came at me making threats and my brother slides your fuckin tires. Na na nah boo-boo. There needs to be a drug created for angry black man syndrom.

*XOXO*

-amma-

confused

2005-12-08T11:41:00.000-08:00

I am so confused right now about him. He is busy all the time now, and I havent really talked to him in 3 days. Normally we would never got his amount of days without seeing each other or talking. When he called me yesterday I had an attitude because he is so "busy" now so he got mad and I just hung up. It has been like this for the past 2 weeks so I do believe I have a right to wonder why and have an attitude about it. I feel like I can't talk to him anymore. Once the communication is gone, there goes the relationship.

*sighs*

20 questions

2005-12-04T14:36:00.000-08:00

10 + 10 = 20, so here are 10 questions that I am Always asked and 10 questions that I am Never asked (in no particular order):

*Always asked*

1. You got a man?

2. Why do you like Kanye West so much?

3. Can I borrow some money?

4. Is that your real hair?

5. Can you cook?

6. What are you?

7. Why are you so mean?

8. Can I get yo number?

9. Why you always in the house?

10. When are you getting married?

*Never Asked*

1. Are you happy?

2. Do you need any help?

3. Will you marry me?

4. What are your dreams?

5. Do you want to be left alone?

6. Would you mind if I pay for that?

7. Are you educated?

8. Can I ask for your opinion on something?

9. Why do you always keep to yourself?

10. You need a hug?

From those questions, without them even being asked, you should know a little more about Amber. Peace.

Feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry! *XOXO*

-amma-

What I've been up to, besides shopping

2005-12-04T13:59:00.000-08:00

Life today is good. I' healthy, my family is healthy so that means that I am extremely happy and blessed. This time of the year makes people either extrememly sad or extrememly happy for obvious reasons. But in general I am ok. I am content, no drama (for now) just mellow. Me and my S/O are doing good. I have finally accepted the way I feel about him. It's hard going from a bacholorette for so long into a relationship that might actually go somewhere. It hasn't been a year yet but dammit it feels like we have been together forever. Maybe that is because of my previou track record of 6 months or less. I am blessed to have him and I now realize that, but that did not come without some drama. But I sent that drama away and told him that I commited to my boo and no one else. Dayum, I am growing up.

On to other shit, I am sooooo tired of school. Dealing with busy, career orientated only, selfish, worry-some, slow adults who are all trying to get their Master's is a headache. The people that I have to work with, in some ways, make this experience a painful one. I will be so glad when the new year comes so that maybe I can get some classes with new types of people. I just need a change.

What I am soooooooooo excited about is the fact that I found one of my favorite child hood movies that was taken away from me when I was a kid. As a kid I was lonely so what kept me company and happty were 2 movies, "Cinderella" and "You're a Good Man Charlie Brown". Yes I know it sounds weird but as a kid, those 2 movies kept me happy. I watched them so much and one of my brother or sister's took the movie and hid it from me and I have not seen it since. So for years I have always wanted that movie and the other day it clicked. Maybe I should try online so I did and I FOUND IT! I ordered a brand new one and it should come anyday now. No im not crazy but its like haivng a piece of my childhood back that comforted me. Shit I still have the exact Cinderella movie from back then and bought the DVD last October. So I can not wait for it to come. People have been laughing at me over this but oh well, im happy happy!!!

Aight, aight, aight... ill stop typing now. If you have read it all, that mean y0u must really like my ass and I lub yall for it! Peace!!!!

If you feinin' for more of me, catcht he next entry! *XOXO*

-amma-

Seasonal Shopping

2005-12-04T13:45:00.000-08:00

Well I am greeting the holiday season with SHOPPING!!!!!!! I have done so much dayum shopping it should be illegal. Let's not even mention the online shopping. WIth all of the online specials they have been having the past week, I am soooooo broke. From online alone I have bought:

2 Down comforters for $60
2 Pair of HT. Filas for $70
1 Pair of Satin sheets for $25
2 Pair of Timberlands for $130
Bath and bodyworks worth $60

And this was all since Monday. I cant even remember all ofthe stuff I have bought from the stores. But it is mostly for Christmas with a lil bit of stuff for Amber combined. *gigglez* I am just happy to be getting everything on sale for such good prices that I am so excited! Plus the fact that I am almost done with my Christmas shopping. It feels good to not have that pressure on you when it comes close to Christmas day. I was thinking about sending out Christmas cards via email to my homies. If you are not sure if I have your email, then email me so I can have it. My email is honeyamber@hellokitty.com , and dont be scurred.

With all that excitment over shopping being said, I hope everybody gets what they want and deserve for Christmas and remember it is better to give than recieve!!!

*XOXO*

-amma-

Mya always stays true to "The Game"*

2005-11-24T11:30:00.000-08:00

All HipHop.com write:

THE GAME…120 MORE BARS! Speaking of G-Unit, ahem, G-Unot…The Game has released what he claims will be his final dis to 50 Cent and G-Unit. The dis is called “120 Bars” and it’s pretty hot! DJ Clue is on there, but he’s not co-signing anything. He’s playing the role of the peacemaker and asking Game to make this the last beef record. Anyway. The rumor part of this is that The Game actually confirms a few things here. First, he verified that he’s got a “G-Unot” tattoo, as I previously said was a rumor. That’s real serious! And, he’s alluded that he and Mya were and item! He raps, “You could say Mya got the best of me.” He rapped his way into her heart!

Go head Mya cause the Game is sexy. I hope this rumor is true, but imma have to listen to the record and peep it out for myself and find out. Ill keep you Mya fans posted.

If you feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry. *XOXO*

-amma-

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

2005-11-24T10:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!!
I hope everyone's day will be bright and spend some great quality time with your families.

Oh, and dont forget to eat as much as possible because i will!!!!

*XOXO*

-amma-

My concert dream was fulfilled

2005-11-14T21:59:00.000-08:00

Well, well, well, what do we have here? Another satisfied Kanye West fan is what you have. The concert tonight was FABULOUS! I mean fromt he beginning to the end. Kanye had a few opening acts but I will talk about them later because Kanye is the reason why I was there. The concert as a whole was the best concert I have ever been to. No it isn't because of how much of a fan I am, it is because he knows how to put on one hell of a show. Seeing him in concert was the last piece of the puzzel for me for a while because he was the only rapper that I LOVE that I hadn't seen. I saw Jay-z in concert 3 times and he puts on a hell of a show, and I saw 50 Cent in concert and he did good, so all I had to see was Kanye and he was THE SHIT! He did like 10 songs off of Late Registration alone including skits and he did the tightest songs from College Dropout. He has so much energy when he performs that it get you hype as hell. Plus his cute ass was lookin fly as hell.

The best shit of the night was when Common came out. He was originally suppose to be on the tour but dropped out due to getting a movie role, but he came through for the Chicago show and KILLED IT. The crowd was so fuckin hyped when his ass came out there man. They killed Get em High and Go and shit and it was fiyah. Common did a few joints and said how he couldn't miss this show and he bounced. That was the ultimate highlight. People cheered for him ore then Kanye when his ass came out.

Overall I enjoyed myself and would GLADLY do it again. We all had fun. The best joint of the night was when him and Common did Get em High and Kanye's best received songs of the night was Through the Wire & All falls down, but I personally love when he did Addiction, it was so sexy. *daydreams for a quick second*

On to the other shit I saw at the show...

Keyshia "Got dammit she ghetto as hell" Cole. I mean, what can I say about her ass that you dont already know? She was so horrible that I don't even want to talk about it.

Fantasia's ass surprised me. She was twirkin her ass all over the stage. She was EXTRA crunk. I had never seent his side of Fantasia before, it was quie funny. She did the popular songs and stuff and included a few popular crunk songs to keep the crowd hyped and then she was done. So she was entertaining in her own right. As a whole it was fun and cant wait for the next show!

If you feinin for more of me, catch the next entry. *XOXO*

-amma-

Vacation

2005-11-07T11:37:00.000-08:00

Well I must say that this little vacation from my family was great. Where did I go? No dayum where, but they went to Florida to go to my nephews surprise sweet sixteen party. I wanted to go too but I had classes so my whole family went except for me. Yes I had a great time these past four days without them. I had a great time playing house while they were gone as well. *gigglez* Shit still isn't the best yet with my baby but he is coming along. He was just in a differnt place then I was and I was confused. Me talking to someone else made me appreciate him so much more. That's my heart.

Well well well what do we have here. Well we have the Chicago Bears doing GREAT this season. Well they are 5-3 and are 1st NFC North. :) They playin some pretty good ball, no they wont be in the superbowl but they playin hard and im proud.Too bad they are too good to get Terrell Owens if he gets booted off of Philly. Im still kinda salty about the T.O shit. He needs to be on a team with a black coach BADLY. Come on to Chicago T.O, Lovey will take great care of you. *winks*

Feinin for more of me, check o ut the next entry. *XOXO*

-amma-

STAY AWAY FROM MY MAN BITCH

2005-11-03T14:40:00.000-08:00

I saw these pics a few days ago, but when i saw them again i could have sworn they told a story.... *chuckles*

*Beyonce*: I've been drinkin so imma go get some ass tonight and lose 2 lbs on Kanye's workout plan, Wooooooo!!

*Beyonce*: Fuck Kanye, is that bitch Free over there on my man. Hol' up, Michelle move yo boney ass.

*Michelle*: This bitch done had too much to drink but its okay cause its about to be a fight ut ohhhhhhhh....

*Beyonce*: Yeah Free, you betta stay away from my man you unemployeed condom pokin' hoe.

*Jay-Z*: Aww yeah her booty is makin me look so crazy right now. It aint as fat as Free's but she been drinkin so imma hit it toniiiiiiiight. *thirsty laugh*

*Beyonce*: Baby I know you thought you was gone get some tonight but you pissed me off so call Memphis Bleek. Buh- Bye.

*Jay-Z*: Bitch.

*gigglez*

-amma-

Now I know how Kelly felt about Nelly

2005-10-31T14:14:00.000-08:00

Have you ever been in a sitaution where you are in a relationship that you think its going great and someone comes along and mentally fucks it up? Well that is how im feeling. It's like dayum, what am I to do. They say that when you stray mentally that it is because that is what you are lacking in your present relationship. In this case I can definitly believe it because it's something that just isnt there but we aren't beefin. This lack of "whatever" has driven me to be close to someone else and the guilt has set in and ready to blow. I hate withholding something from someone. It makes me feel like shit. Maybe we aren't as perfect as we thought we were. I just need to figure what I want to do and stop leading people on.

Why does everyone want you when you are already involved? Ugh, the fuckery. *XOXO*

-amma-

Im Proud

2005-10-30T08:36:00.000-08:00

Jay-Z warned everyone that he was "getting the itch" for a good show in New York, and the rapper came out swinging with the first of a pair of concerts to air his grievances with rival rappers.

At what turned out to be more of a peace fest in the end, perhaps the biggest shock of the night at Jay-Z's "I Declare War" Concert in East Rutherford, NJ was when the megastar announced, "It's bigger than 'I declare war'. Let's go, Esco!"

The stunned crowd of thousands at the Continental Airlines Arena screamed in approval as Jay and his former nemesis Nas appeared onstage together, signifying that two of rap's biggest names had finally deaded their beef."A lot of nigg*s is makin' money and still f*ckin' mad at the world!" Nas said. "We savin' the East Coast with ya help."

Nas performed the hook to "Dead Presidents," followed by his own classic, "The World Is Yours." He also rocked his hit songs like "It Ain't Hard to Tell" and "New York State ofMind."Jay-Z rejoined Nas onstage and said, "Damn this is some sh*t right here!" Nas spun into "They Shootin'" with Jay-Z and Diddy, who also performed "Hate Me Now" with the Queens superstar.

"We all in this sh*t together," Jay-Z said. "Y'all witnessed history.everybody in this building is a part of history. All that beef sh*t is wack."

-My point of view-

I know everyone has heard about Jay and Nas makin amense and coming on stage together during Jay-z's concert, but I just had to blog about it because I am proud of the both of them. This should have been done a long time ago. Both of theem are married (well Jay and Bee damn near are), so this beef over a bitch, yes a bitch cause she was a hoe, was dumb and juvenile and they are grown as men and should squash the shit. Im proud of them, they are setting a great example. So who is next, 50 and Ja Rule? *ahahahahahaha* *ctfu*

If you feinin for more of me, catch the next entry. *XOXO*

-amma-

* CHICAGO WHITE SOX ARE THE WORLD CHAMPIONS *

2005-10-27T10:43:00.000-07:00

Well, well well... what do we have here. What we have is the ending that we knew would happen. HA HAAAAA to all the nay sayers and haters. The Chicago White Sox won it ALL! They swept 2 teams in the playoffs, damn near did all 3. They are THE SHIT. Hopefully now they will get the support that they deserve from all of Chciago and not just the "Southside". You Cubs fans better be proud of the team.

EYE couldnt believe it

2005-10-25T16:49:00.000-07:00

I couldn't believe it. I woke up Saturday morning and I couldn't see out of my left eye. I was like WTF is wrong with me. After a miserable day i decided to go to the hospital and see what was wrong and they told me that I had an infection of some sort in my eye. Something that is contagious this time of the year. It was like cold in my eye or some shit. After I got some eye drops from my doctor my eye started to drain and I could see again but then it started to hurt. By late Sunday I was ok and had my dayum vision back but it was some scarey shit. F*ck anyone who has jokes.

I'm having issues in my relationship. I wish it was some shit where I could as for some dayum advise and actually get some back but I know yalls asses and it wouldnt go to smoothly I already know. I love the man tho, im just tryin to figure out where it is going.

This internet shit sucks. This use to be my outlet to chill out and do shit but it has gotten so old and is filled with old bitter as people who try to act uppity but aint got shit or aint got a dayum life so they spend their whole internet life trying to dig into someone elses for no dayum reason. In a nutshell, we need some new shit to hit the net cause chattin, MB's, downloading music, arguing, and celeb gossip is old now. On that note im outty.

If you still feinin for some of me, catch the next entry *XOXO*

-amma-

We have lost a hero, Ms. Rosa Parks

2005-10-24T21:59:00.000-07:00

Rosa Parks, the black seamstress whose refusal to give up her seat on a Montgomery, Alabama, bus to a white man sparked a revolution in American race relations, died on Monday. The U.S. civil rights pioneer was 92.
Shirley Kaigler, Parks' lawyer, said she died while taking a nap early on Monday evening surrounded by a small group of friends and family members.
"She just fell asleep and didn't wake up," Kaigler said.
The cause of death was not immediately known. Medical records released earlier this year as part of a long-running legal dispute over the use of Parks' name in a song by the hip-hop group Outkast revealed the she was suffering from progressive dementia. She rarely appeared in public in recent years.
Kaigler said Parks was at home in an apartment complex overlooking the Detroit River and the border with Ontario, Canada, when she died.
"She lived in the neighborhood that I grew up in," Detroit Mayor Kwame Kilpatrick said of Parks, who lived in the predominantly black city for decades and had a major thoroughfare named after her.
"Everybody knew where her house was. Everybody would walk past and point her out," said Kilpatrick. "She was an amazing individual."
"Just by a simple act of sitting down she stood up for so many people," Kilpatrick said.
Sen. Edward Kennedy a Massachusetts Democrat, said in a statement: "The nation lost a courageous woman and a true American hero. A half century ago, Rosa Parks stood up not only for herself, but for generations upon generations of Americans."

-Why Rosa Parks was one of our Hero's-

Parks was a 42-year-old seamstress for a Montgomery department store when she caught a bus in downtown Montgomery on December 1, 1955.
Three stops after she got on, a white man boarded and had to stand. To make room for him to sit alone, as the rules required, driver James Blake told Parks and three other black riders, "You all better make it light on yourselves and let me have those seats."
The other riders complied but Parks did not.
"No. I'm tired of being treated like a second-class citizen," she told Blake. Blake called police, who asked Parks why she didn't move: "I didn't think I should have to. I paid my fare like everybody else."
Parks was not the first black Montgomery bus rider to be arrested for failing to give up a seat, but she was the first to challenge the law. For years before her arrest, Parks and her husband had been active with local civil rights groups, which were looking for a test case to fight the city's segregation laws.
Four days later, she was convicted of breaking the law and fined $10, along with $4 in court costs. That same day, black residents began a boycott of the bus system, led by a then-unknown Rev. Martin Luther King Jr.

You will be missed.

Something to think about

2005-10-17T21:12:00.000-07:00

*scratches head* Something to think about:

If black cats are such bad luck, why do men love to lick them?

Drop me one if you think you know.

-amma-

2005-10-17T20:58:00.000-07:00

GO CHICAGO WHITE SOX!

YALL DESERVE TO BE IN THE WORLD SERIES, IF YOU DONT WIN SO WHAT, NEITHER DID THE RED SOX OR YANKEES. HA HAAAA!!

And for all the Cubs fans hating on the Sox, that is foul. You should support the home team no matter if they are from the north or south. Show love not hate!

Still feinin' for more of me, catch the next entry... *XOXO*

-amma-

Sweetest Day

2005-10-17T09:31:00.000-07:00

Sweetest Day. A day to honor your sweetie, your b/f or g/f, your cut buddy, your booty call, or whatever you call the person you been doing the horizontal tango with. Its a form of Valentines day but just on a lower scale. I was told that people dont really celebrate this except in the midwest. Thats weird but oh well, i figure its just another day for me to get some sweet stuff from my boo. Well Sweetest Day was this past Saturday and im sure there was alot of booty rubbin and thank you's that night. Well me and my sweetie were together that evening and had a good time. She is such a sweetheart I swear. I got the cutest charmbracelet with some sentimental charms on it. Its that thoughtful stuff that makes saw awwwww, it has nothing to do with the price value like other broads. We had a good time though, we went out to dinner and stuff. Yea I said stuff, no more information needed. *lol* But im happy, havent been this happy consistantly since i was a teen. *lol* My grades are great, my money is great, my man is great and my family is great, what more can I ask for. Hmmmm nothing *winks* (*_~)

Still feinin' for me, then catch the next entry..... *XOXO*

-amma-

I am the shit

2005-10-17T09:15:00.000-07:00

Yes Yes, Yes.... I am THE SHIT! Why might you ask? Well maybe its because an essay I wrote for scholarships purposes will be published in a book because it was so well written. The topic was about adults education, from adults going back to school to get their master's to adults going back to college period because they never did during their teen years. I had alot of things to say since I was a late college bloomer myself and it is very important to encourage other adults to go back to school and that is NEVER too late. Yeah im know to be a typo queen and to not really elaborate what im trying to say here on the net, but when it is crunch time, I can pull great words together and make it sound good, i just gotta make sure I use spellcheck that's all. *LMAO* But for more details or online news I will keep the people who care updated! ~yay me~

In other great news, I got a refund check so im loaded and ready to use it. I think imma do some shopping this weekend and save the rest towards christmas shopping. The money came right on time because I hate to tap into my savings account because that is my lifesaver, if anything were to happen and I need to up and leave, I will be set. My momma taught me that one.

Still feinin' for more of me, then catch the next entry.... *XOXO*

-amma-

Run's House

2005-10-13T21:00:00.000-07:00

So we were all wondering what family would take over since MTV's The Osbourne's were gone, and we got "Run's House." Yes the RUN from RunDMC. He has 5 kids and a wife who are all documented int his new reality tv show and its quite cute. This celebrity family is nothing like the late Osbourne's but they are funny with a dose of spoiled rotten kids. The differnt with run's kids is the fact that his kids are respectful. They were raised to know what's right from wrong, but were alsp very priveleged and it shows. The show was hella cute. Cute kids, cute wife, cute story line for the premiere tonight. I can also tell that Run tries hard to make comedy for the camera but hell, he wants his show to be successful so he can continue to get those checks. I wonder how much they get per episode. *things that make you go hmmmmm*

In a nutshell the family is cute and fun and with a celeb appearance here and there, im sure the show will go over well. Make sure yall watch it, it comes on right after Making the Band on MTV Thurdays nights! *XOXO*

-amma-

Go head Chicago White Sox

2005-10-12T22:56:00.000-07:00

Im not an avid baseball fan because its waaaay too slow, but I am proud of the Chicago White Sox. They did the dayum thang and they made it to the playoffs and its been a few years. The Cubs were in it for a couple years but not this one, so im just rooting for the home team. Go Sox!

*Update*

I just wanted to add that the White Sox whooped Boston's ass and hopefully they will whoop LA's ass as well.. The series is 2-1 White Sox. :) I will keep yall posted!

-amma-

When you are obsessed, this is what happens

2005-10-12T15:07:00.000-07:00

This is the kind of thing that happens when people become obsessed with a celeb. LeToya and LaTiva have been kicked out of Destiny's Child for about 5 years or so now and people STILL cant let it go. I heard our very on Irish asked someone to photoshop these pics. How sad.

XOXO

-amma-

Im so EXCITED

2005-10-09T09:06:00.000-07:00

I am soooooooooooooooooo EXCITED!!!! I had class ALL day Saturday so I was kinda upset that the Kanye West concert tickets were going on sale that day. Well I left it up to my sister to get us all some tickets and she came through!!! Yes that means that I will be seeing Kanye on November 14th bay-bay! Im toooo excited I swear. I didnt get a chance to see him during the Usher tour becasue I honestly didnt want to support Ushers cocky ass. Only problem I have with this concert is the fact that Keyshia "non singin" Cole is on the tour and I really dont want to see her cryin ass. My sister loves that hoe though for some reason. I think imma have to bring some ear plugs. So if anyone is going to the Chicago concert at the UIC Pavillion on the 14th, hit me up and let me know and we can discuss sections. *lol*

Before all that, I had a bad day yesterday. I started a new class and didnt have an assignment that was due on the first day of class (aint that some foul shit to have to bring an assignment before you even meet the fucka?), but I talked my way through it. I dont like his ass at all I swear. Im not feeling this dude, I think I am going to have problems this go round. Not only did that erk the shit out of me yesterday, but my nephew plays for the cities football league and their Homecoming was yesterday and why in the hell did those 12-14 year old boys have a night game? I thought that was only for the highschoolers but they were trying to be jazzy as hell, but that wasnt the bad part. The bad part was that it was COLD AS FUCK lastnight. I had asked people to come and shit not knowing how cold it would be and the game was at NIGHT, which means even colder. So we were out there with our blankets and hot chocolate to stay warm but it barely worked. We tried to make the best out of it and we did, im glad everyone showed up for the boys game. Even my guy came and showed support. We were out there til 10:30 for a kids game. Ill be glad when the season is over I swear. But they won, 20-0! They are undefeated and the champs. It was their 15th win in a row. :) After that my baby warmed me up thought. *winks*

Aight, im finna go try to be productive and do some reading so ill holla!!! *XOXO*

-amma-

Resent pics of my favorite girls :)

2005-10-07T18:02:00.000-07:00

-amma-

New look

2005-10-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

Well I have a new look!!! This is my fall look since summer is now over. It is also very fitting since Halloween is coming around and yes, I will be doing alot of shopping this season so it all ties into my mood for the moment. Hope yall likes! If ya dont, I stilld ont give a dayum! Love ya much! *smoochez*

-amma-

Common Testify's

2005-10-01T07:20:00.000-07:00

Yes we all know Common is THE SHIT, but when I heard "testify" from his latest album "BE", I knew that would be my favorite song on the album. After hearing the song I couldn't wait for the video because I KNEW it would be a single, and its finally here! I saw it on tv a couple days ago and it finally made it to the net to Common's official website so if you wanna check it out, you can here! http://common-music.com Let me also state that my other man Wood Harris and his brother Stever Harris are int he video. Wood is so fine. I would love to meet that man I swear. You know they from Chicago right? *ha ha*

-amma-

When a Stan goes TOO FAR

2005-10-01T07:14:00.000-07:00

These stans should be ashamed of themselves for having Beyonce on thier coochie. Now this is just downright ghetto as hell. I hope it rained that night and the magazine pics got wet and tore up into pieces.

-amma-

blah, blah, blah

2005-10-01T06:56:00.000-07:00

I am up waaaaay too early seeing as thought the time that I went to sleep lastnight. I just really cound'nt sleep. I have so many things on my mind I tell you. For 1, my God daughter was sick again and in the hospital, then the sad loss of Sapphyre's baby made me thing of my nephew who passed, not to mention his birthday is coming up. I also finally spent time with my cousin who I havent really talked to in a while and I must say that I missed her. We had SO much catching up to do. We were'nt talking over some petty ass shit and that is what fucked meup the most about it. While I was with her my guy called wanting to see me so I thought this was the perfect time for her to size him up about this whole situation. When he got to her house, I left and ran for a minute and she grilled his ass. Maybe he does care about me lke he says and I should stop giving him a hard time. I dunno but we will see what happens tonight.

Well I do have one thing to be happy about. I read Kanye West's tour dates wrong and there is one that is not far from me at all!!! I am SO excited. And that show hasn't gone on sale yet, not until Saturday. The fucked up thing about that is is that I have class that day and time that they go on sale so imma have to leave it up to someone else to do (which I hate). I wanted to get my whole crew together and go, but the more people you have going, the worse chance of good seats. So I think Imma just try to either go with just my sister or see if Mikey wanna go too. Either way, im going is all I know. Pluse the tickets arent expensive! Only $50 bucks. That's good cause im on a budget *lol*.

On that note I am outty! I think imma eat something and then try to make my ass go to sleep and take a nap before I go shopping. *smoochez*

-amma-

The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly

2005-09-27T15:11:00.000-07:00

*The Good*.....Well I got a call from my financial advisor telling me I got another grant this week and that would make a total $5000 dollars I have gotten so far this semester. WOO HOO!!!! So that means I will not being paying out of pocket for anything this year because most of that covered the rest of my expenses and I am set to go. I will also have some money left over so when I get my check, I will be shopping my life away!!Yessssssssssss.

*The Bad*.....I've been stressin all day for so many reasons. I lost my dayum essay that I need to mail by Friday so I can win another grant dammit! I could have sworn I saved it to my dayum computer and now the shit is just gone! I had to redo the whole got dayum thang. Grrrrrrrrrrr, im so mad. Im also mad because my sensative ass almost gave in to him yesterday. He told me some things that he knew would make me give in. He can be so sweet i swear. I am going to stick to my guns about his "friend" and I dont want him around me at all. But he said was willing to do whatever it takes so that we can be back to normal, so we will see what happens. :) He sent me some flowers today too so you know im gonna give in to his ass now. Im not as hard as i think i am i guess. OH WELL! *lol*

*The Ugly*.....Im soooooo pissed off at Kanye West right now. I can not believe he is having all of his IL. dates at the colleges and they are so far away from my ass. The closest one is 2 hours away at NIU in Dekalb. I cant even do it, not pay a alot of a ticket and THEN drive 2 hours. I love you Kanye but dammit that is a little much sweetie. Only way im going is if someone is taking me dammit. On that note im outty! *smoochez*

-amma-

Mixed Emotions

2005-09-24T18:29:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that it's over.

*EDIT*

Im single now so drop a number, email addy, or screen name in my comments please. Thanks *lol*

-amma-

LOL

2005-09-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

Beyotche: If this crazy bitch dont stop staring at my me. We done with the pictures cause standin with her will make my album sells plummet.

Amerie: Damn, Bee's lypo job is makin all the fat go straight 2 her face like Mariah. Those bitches may be sellin records but I got the stomach lypo cant give them.

-amma-

It's all about ME

2005-09-20T20:42:00.000-07:00

This entry was gonna be strickly positive because my life has been good, but damn here comes another hurricane. I swear I can take much more of this shit. My oldest nephew is down there in Florida where this one is expected to hit first. Pray for him, I hope everything will be alright. As a matter of fact, pray for them all becasue they will need it, especially the people in Louisiana and Texas, they are expected to be hit hard in a couple days too. It's making me uneasy with all this shit. I wish it would just end already.

On to other things, life with me is good. Me and my baby have been together 7 months today. I could never figure out what the exact day it was that I met him until I remembered I put it as a note in my old cellphone. It was Feb 20th. He so dayum sweet to me too, with a little help of course. *winks* But yeah its been good, he brought me dinner tonight and we watched tv and ate in my room ont he floor. It was cool cause I wasnt in the mood to go anywhere. But I hate the weekdays due to the fact that he has to be home early because of work. But atleast he is handling his business so he can keep his house. It's a nice lil cute house too. He inspires me. I think I am "fallin" because he gets away with alot of shit i swear. I think about this man all day, I hope eveything stays on course too because im not ready for things to end. *daydreams*

Anyway, I got an "A" in my first class so im happy. I aced that shit, it was easy as hell I must say. I like how you only take 1 class for 5 weeks and then move on to another. That shit makes me focus easier. So im all good.

*stan mode*I'm kinda in a daze right now because like an hour ago my girl Mikki, (chi city' s finest over there<<, visit her hot blog) showed me a pic of this video hoe with Kanye wihthno shit on. His as is FOINE. Nice big ole arms. I didnt know he had all of that under all of them layers of clothing. *lol* I would rape Kanye's ass. WHEW! *stan mode over*

Aight im heading to bed so ill holla yall. Be good and I DID NOT PHOTOSHOP THAT PIC OF AMERIE AND MYA. DO NOT LISTEN TO SARCASTIC KID BECAUSE HE JUST MEAN AND WANTS ME. *runs*

-amma-

Nicole Richie needs help

2005-09-17T12:45:00.000-07:00

I would normally crack on her ass but I feel sorry for this girl. This is so dayum sad that she has gotten this little. Either she is pukin her life away or on someone's drug, either way I feel sorry for her ass. *smh*

-amma-

Two fabulous chicks

2005-09-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

These 2 girls are fly as hell and are two of my favorite female artists, since they took a pic together at a fashion show I must put it up. Dont hate it, love it!!! *smoochez*

-amma-

Top of my Wishlist

2005-09-13T14:25:00.000-07:00

I want this fuckin phone sooooooooooooooo bad yall. It's the new Nokia 6260. I WANT IT DAMMIT!!!!!

It's only a few hundred, so yall can make donations to my fund so I can get it. Hook a sista up! -lol- *smoochez*

-amma-

The Sad, the Bad & the Ugly

2005-09-12T20:57:00.000-07:00

Fuck Ashanti....

PS: I was gonna leave Stevie alone but why in the hell is his ass at a damn fashion show? I guess he determines what's cute by applause?

"Ghetto Barbie" in stores soon!

All proceeds go to Lil Him's lawyers and Mary J's singing lessons.

*sings* Alien in Disguise she wassss...

These bitches look like the smell like wet dogs...

-amma-

Ignorance in Cartoon form

2005-09-12T20:36:00.000-07:00

Fuck you Barbara BUTCH!

-amma-

Truth in Cartoon form

2005-09-12T18:05:00.000-07:00

What a fuckin shame...
-amma-

Katrina Survivors

2005-09-12T17:42:00.000-07:00

I must say myself that I am very proud of the outburst of help the African American community has been giving there fellow americans in the southern states that were terribly hit by Hurricane Katrina. The amount of help is remarkable no matter what the negative people want to say. Not only are the famouse celebs doing their part, but the regualr people in our communities are pulling in together as well. BET also known as BOGUS ENTERTINMENT TELEVISON, even hosted their own telethon for the Katrina victims that was ver amusing. From what they say they have raised alot of money and im proud of them. It is the least their triflin asses can do huh? *lol*

On another note, the community I live has also stepped up tremendously. At our local Park Distict they are proving a home for about 30 people from New Orleans and one of the big senior citizens home in the area are putting all of their people on the same floors and are clearing the whole top floor apartments for more surivors who are looking for a place to stay. Last week I volunteered at one of the call centers in Chicago to place some of the survivors in homes around the Chicago area because alot of the black people want to be around some familiar environments. They dont want to go to Utah and Wyoming where they cant relate and never see anothr black face. I personally cant blame them. It was an interesting experience that was also sad at times but hey, you are helping in some form. My mother is gonna be going to the callcenter for about a month because her good government job will pay her her regular salary plus overtime for working there. That is a really great thing they are doing. So basically, if there is anthing you can do in any form, do what you can, im sure they are very appreciative. *smoochez*

-amma-

*The Emancipation of Mimi's Daughter*

"Im Torn in between the two!*

*Chicago dont get heat?*

*Memorial Day means eat a lot now, and shit a lot later*

*Amerie and Mya in the works!*

*Kanye, I am so glad you realized that you could do BETTER*

*Congrats Elle-B!!*

*Cellphone Quiz*

*Amerie & her dog voted "Most Beautiful" in "People" Mag*

*Arent they CUTE!*

*Tom "crazy as hell" Cruise*

*Happier Mood*

*Me Very Sad*

*This had me dyin laughing so I had to post it*

*Puts on Headphones*

*Akeelah and the Bee*

*HAPPY EASTER*

The Past Couple

*Ive been a Bad, Bad Girl*

*Just checkin in*

*Myspace*

*New Ford Modeling pics of Mya*

*These things are the DEVIL*

*I knew it was coming*

*What the Roca' HELLA?*

*YAY MIMI*

*Am I the Only One?*

*Friends....how many of us have them*

*I Guess it isn't so hard out there for a Pimp*

*Whew look at dem arms*

*So you think you can Dance?*

*Brokeback Mountain*

*Happy Valentine's Day*

*The Wammy's... oh I mean the Grammy's in a nutshell*

*Overwhelmed*

*Beauty in Black Entertainment*

*Hot Shitty Mess in Black Entertainment*

*The Remarkable Coretta Scott King will be remembered*

*Oh no, the trailer trash family is back in public*

*Terrance Howard nominated for an Oscar*

*Kanye West as Jesus*

*Jaime Foxx & NBC drama... is it even true?*

*Listening to my headphones so dont bother me*

*Listen up class...Its all about ME*

*Nas signed w/ Jay... Good or Bad?*

*Bin Laden is back. He's coming for us*

*New pictures of Mya*

*Colin Farrell has a Sex Tape!*

*Calgon, calgon take the PAIN away*

*karma*

*Mischa Barton, there are NO excuse for this PERIOD*

*Big year for the Chicago Bears*

*2005's Liar of the Year goes to...*

*Musical Surprise*

*...And anotha one*

*When will the Gang violence end?*

*New Blog Look*

*The Best in 2005*

*Chicago Bears are running it*

*Merry Belated Christmas*

*Girl... Personality gets you EVERYWHERE!*

*Movies I love during Christmas time*

*Ha Haaaaaaaa*

*confused*

*20 questions*

*What I've been up to, besides shopping*

*Seasonal Shopping*

Mya always stays true to "The Game"*

*HAPPY THANKSGIVING*

*My concert dream was fulfilled*

*Vacation*

*STAY AWAY FROM MY MAN BITCH*

*Now I know how Kelly felt about Nelly*

*Im Proud*

* CHICAGO WHITE SOX ARE THE WORLD CHAMPIONS *

*EYE couldnt believe it*

*We have lost a hero, Ms. Rosa Parks*

*Something to think about*

*Sweetest Day*

*I am the shit*

The Emancipation of Mimi's Daughter

Chicago dont get heat?

Memorial Day means eat a lot now, and shit a lot later

Amerie and Mya in the works!

Kanye, I am so glad you realized that you could do BETTER

Congrats Elle-B!!

Cellphone Quiz

Amerie & her dog voted "Most Beautiful" in "People" Mag

Arent they CUTE!

Tom "crazy as hell" Cruise

Happier Mood

Me Very Sad

This had me dyin laughing so I had to post it

Puts on Headphones

Akeelah and the Bee

HAPPY EASTER

Ive been a Bad, Bad Girl

Just checkin in

Myspace

New Ford Modeling pics of Mya

These things are the DEVIL

I knew it was coming

What the Roca' HELLA?

YAY MIMI

Am I the Only One?

Friends....how many of us have them

I Guess it isn't so hard out there for a Pimp

Whew look at dem arms

So you think you can Dance?

Brokeback Mountain

Happy Valentine's Day

The Wammy's... oh I mean the Grammy's in a nutshell

Overwhelmed

Beauty in Black Entertainment

Hot Shitty Mess in Black Entertainment

The Remarkable Coretta Scott King will be remembered

Oh no, the trailer trash family is back in public

Terrance Howard nominated for an Oscar

Kanye West as Jesus

Jaime Foxx & NBC drama... is it even true?

Listening to my headphones so dont bother me

Listen up class...Its all about ME

Nas signed w/ Jay... Good or Bad?

Bin Laden is back. He's coming for us

New pictures of Mya

Colin Farrell has a Sex Tape!

Calgon, calgon take the PAIN away

karma

Mischa Barton, there are NO excuse for this PERIOD

Big year for the Chicago Bears

2005's Liar of the Year goes to...

Musical Surprise

...And anotha one

When will the Gang violence end?

New Blog Look

The Best in 2005

Chicago Bears are running it

Merry Belated Christmas

Girl... Personality gets you EVERYWHERE!

Movies I love during Christmas time

Ha Haaaaaaaa

confused

20 questions

What I've been up to, besides shopping

Seasonal Shopping

HAPPY THANKSGIVING

My concert dream was fulfilled

Vacation

STAY AWAY FROM MY MAN BITCH

Now I know how Kelly felt about Nelly

Im Proud

EYE couldnt believe it

We have lost a hero, Ms. Rosa Parks

Something to think about

Sweetest Day

I am the shit

Run's House

Go head Chicago White Sox

When you are obsessed, this is what happens

Im so EXCITED