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Name: *amber*
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About Me: Yes, my mom name is Mimi and its time to get to know her daughter... Im girly at 25 w/ a personality that will make anyone come alive. Imma splash of feisty, a cup of b*tch, cupcake sweet, what a helluva mix. I was born and raised in Ch*Town, yall know it goes down. I will give you a run for yo money, but not lliterally, because my only way to independence is having it bought by me. I can be a lil hood but most of it is in my past, i aspire to have Mya's style, Kanye's Whit, Amerie's Legs and Mariah Carey's class.
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  Monday, May 01, 2006  
 
 
*Me Very Sad*

Well I am just not in the best of mood. I mean everything has gone wrong for me today and I am just in a sad ass mood. What is a girl to do? I have no desire to talk to anyone but the net. Yeah yall. *lol*No judgements, no back-talk, no care in the world.

I dont wanna lose him but to keep him has been hurting me too so what was I suppose to do? When you care about someone you do not say hurting remarks to make the shit sting even longer, well I guess everyone doesn't know that. Im still so mad at him right now that I really dont giva dayum but I know tomorrow will be a different story.

Along with other family issues that has me in a damper, I hope my week gets better. I am really just tired of everyone around me. I think I may get away for a few days and leave. But I am my own worst enemy and me walking away does not help me excape me. I guess I have to deal with all the stuff bothering me isntead of ignoring it and passing it off as a bad day.

Well im gonna sit here a little long and listen to Amerie's "All I have" CD that is filled with love songs that I should not be listening to right now but I couldnt help it. It's making my madness ease into sadness. Oh well, Ill get over and hope tomorrow is a brighter day for a sistah. Maybe tomorrow I can talk about the good things that happened to me over the weekend. Peace.

Keep yall heads up....

~amma
posted by *amber* @ 5/01/2006 12:42:00 AM  
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